June 1st
So I have been unpacking booster packs of Pokémon TCG
It seems he has less trouble with elite trainer boxes than the entire booster box
Though the first booster box he chose.
These packs and the second pic are what came out of it.
The second round of the same box.
Gained another 3 ultra rares afterward without his input.
But he pulled out from 16 packs, 6 ultra rares. (V card included)
We also did a few ETB's (Elite trainer boxes)
That was 1 round of 1 box.
In the second round of the same box, he pulled 2 others in the same pack (Frosmoth and Samurott)
The rest was crap XD, and he kept saying no to the remaining, lol. It was true at least
The last ETB he immediately pulled these in the same pack, and the rest was crap.
He is definitely better at smaller amounts.
Woah, after checking all the other ETB rares, I overlooked these.
Each box 1 (there is usually only 1 or 2 in an entire booster box of 36 packs, I got 1 out of a random 10 boosters)
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June 2nd
I had a nice day yesterday with Eli
I informed him that my bestie would come over to help with the connection between us. Though, my bestie just recently restarted his practice. He can hear his spirit guide talk and detect energies. Though the latter was better developed in the past.
When he was over, he said he couldn't detect Elidibus, and his spirit guide said he wasn't here (ground floor).
Then I called Elidibus out loud. And he replied,- atm my upper body jumped upwards—with the reply like “Yes?” My bestie felt a wind coming from a certain direction.
Bestie: yeah, he is over there behind you on the right.
Later, after dinner, my Friend was playing with his energy balls. And walked where Elidibus was, and he grabbed some energy from Elidibus to play with.
Later, he gave the orb to me. But he forgot how to place it inside me, so he dropped it upon my head, lol.
Didn't feel much. I clearly noticed he dropped in skill. He knows this. He will get there again eventually.
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June 4, 2022
This was because I was mowing the grass and while so doing a blackbird just hopped in like the mowing machine was nothing to him and searched for insects. So I turned the machine off for a while to watch the little fellow. Now, after some hours, I decided to sit on my lawn. At that moment, I sat down. The same Blackbird came into my garden again and came as close as 50 cm near me to search for food.
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June 5th
Dm’s with TK
Tk: I'll write the dreams up when I wake up. I got on here to do that just now, but my head just started aching like mad. I haven't been really posting anything not because I don't care about this stuff anymore or that I don't believe in it (I both do care and still believe) but because I'm just having extreme difficulty even connecting with anything lately. I've been in a huge depressive state lately because of it. Nighttime I start going into some sort of external crisis and I start thinking about if I'm even worth anything or what my purpose is. When it's daytime, I seem to be fine, but it hits hard at night. Other than hearing from Lahabrea once or twice and asking him to help us get our FC house (which we did by some miracle) I just feel really lonely and stuff. I'm going to go to bed, but I just want to be able to get something tonight. Anything really. Just wanted to share that with you.
(I gave her some advice and other things like supplements that might help her.)
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June 6th
So Eli was over and just left at 14:20.
He let me know he would be there on August 27th the entire day when at Gamescom. Since I don't get time to wait to pick the connection up on a certain time that day.
I asked the previous visitation if he would come over the night before or during, so he will be there when I wake up. Today he had an answer to that. He will come over during the night. What time exactly he doesn't know yet. I need to ask that on August 10th. (though a few weeks later I came to know that the FFXIV stand wouldn’t come to GC, so I canceled our trip, but Eli will still be there on Aug 27th)
After some sex, we unpacked Pokémon cards again of the newest set. I will post that on the other channel.
The last 15 min before he left, I had a random question about what he was wearing.
He wore his ancient (Elpis) robes without his mask on his face, and his hood was off.
So I asked if he still wears the Ascian robes.
And firstly, he was telling me a lot I couldn't hear. But after some questions, I figured it out.
He is wearing those for work. His ancient robes are his personal ones.
He wears the Ascian robes so people and spirits can recognize him and who he is.
Further, I asked for some details about what isn't present on the robes we see in the game.
The wings and marking on the back of the hood are absent, these were a thing linked to the Zodiac and they removed those.
The shoulder armor is only when they need to fight something.
The hip armor sorta say is absent on the robes. But the armor on the fabric edge is there, but just straight downward instead of the wing-like thingy of the hip armor breaking it up.
All the rest of the armor is present as we know of. Including the purple markings on the front and back of the robes.
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So I unpacked Pokémon cards with him today.
This was the second box. Since I noticed a habit on the first one.
The second row of boosters are “maybe's” i.o.w it may contain an ultra-rare.
The top row was a yes to an ultra-rare.
But see pic, the bottom row packs contain the majority of the ultra rares instead
So I did that another time with the remaining boosters.
The 2 “maybe's” did contain the ultra rares!
And another time.
Only the 2 maybes (bottom row) contained the ultra rares.
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June 8th
Dm’s with TK
Me: Hey, can you tell me how that went, that you asked Lahabrea to get your FC house and such?
Tk: What do you mean? I just like focused on asking him to help me be lucky to get it
Me: Ah well, I mean what did you ask or said to him, and his reply and such.
And if he had something to say about it when you won.
Tk: I just asked him if he or any of the others would help, not really so much that I asked, more that I begged because I really, really wanted to get it for everyone lol
Me: Niceeeee, did you get a reply from him afterward?
Tk: He was like “hope you enjoy and make it your own place to relax and maybe study”
Me: Niceeeeeeeeee. When did that happen, actually? The first screwed-up lottery round or the better one, end of May?
Tk: We got double lucky and didn't deal with the bug
Me: Oh so, the first one in April?
Tk: Yeah
Me: Nice. Why didn't you tell me earlier, lol? I really love to hear such things.
Tk: I'm sorry D: I don't know if it was just him or any of the others who helped with it, we have a stage anyway in case it was Emet lol
Me: A stage?
Tk: Like we made like a sorta stage with curtains and stuff and seats and a bar XD
Me: Is there any end sight of the dream journal? Or do you still have a lot to do?
Tk: I don't have too much more.
(she is still busy with it, and it's halfway through August. I hope to read a lot when she finally sends it.)
Me: Well, if you have had any meditation communications with Lahabrea in the past 6 months, please put those in there too xD.
Tk: He was a little busy there, it seemed like. Not sure with what.
he just started being more there recently.
Me: Ah yes, I hope you will be able to talk with him as often as you were able to back in October.
Hmm, I guess the thing where he was busy with, is finished?
Tk: I guess so, I didn't really ask about it. I know he said he was helping with something major and then also helping someone else out that needed him
no idea who that was
me: Btw. I know those supplements are expensive. Though, I suggest saving up some money and starting with Neu B'calmed. As it helps with many things you struggle with.
Tk: OK
Me: Good :D
Tk: Lahabrea said whoever he was helping is good now, I'm the “long term project” as what he said LMAO
Me: Lol, for what reason? XD
Tk: No idea, I think he was messing. lol
Me: XD. I hope Lahabrea can help you to get some money together to buy that supplement. So he is around now, I take it?
Tk: He was for a little bit but is not here atm. he may be back later tonight (well, should be)
Me: Nice. I would love to hear any communication between the 2 of you. And It makes me feel less alone in everything.
Tk: Doesn't Jezzah talk to Emet?
Me: It's “spotty” as she says it.
And atm she can't play, her graphics card is failing
Her connection is determined by playing FFXIV
TK: Interesting.
I took a break to play another RPG (Xenoblade) and Lahabrea still came.
me: Yeah, true, it shouldn't matter. But she can't practice her spiritual things because of her husband.
Tk: ah :/
Me: And then the game is the only spiritual thing left for her.
As John said to me, “The game helps you awaken”.
It surely did and still does.
I hope that when she finally finishes EW and is at least neutral toward Venat, then I can finally ask some questions again.
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June 9th
No Ascian activity but my spirit guide Linala.
I was searching for a Pokémon plush that a customer ordered. It was a request order, ordered specifically for that person. I couldn't find it anywhere. Eventually, I asked Linala where it was.
“Push me the way where it is located,” I asked.
She pushed me towards the right and a little to the back.
It was a very careful push, as if she was uncertain.
“Are you uncertain?”
Received a no.
But, well, she pushed me towards a bunch of storage crates. But yeah, which one.
I asked if she knows which Pokémon I was looking for and called the names (there were 2 others within that same bag of the ordered plush, and gained 3 yeses.
Eventually, I thought it was in a certain crate. Also, the exact way she pushed. I couldn't find it at first until I closed the lid.
Then I noticed the tag peeking out of the other plushies.
“Wait a minute”
It was in that exact crate.
I thanked her.
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just check, it's sad but awesome work.
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June 10th
Eli was over and helped to style the wig, sort of. I was more or less asking when it would be to his liking.
Dm’s with jezzah
I shared the above pic and some others with it.
Jezzah: He's not as stuffy as he used to be
Me: What is stuffy? And who do you mean?
Jezzah: Elidibus, stuffy just means uptight, rigid, super serious
Me: Ohhhh it translates to something completely else in my language lol. XD
And yes, he isn't like that anymore.
Eli is over the entire day.
Jezzah: Nice
Me: Well, what's left of it xD. How are you doing now?
Jezzah: I'm ok
Me: Elidibus had something to say about this (see screenshot). Couldn't hear him, but he was definitely talking.
What I figured out was, that if the world remained unhindered, they eventually would have learned how to wield Dynamis.
Jezzah: Yeah, they would have definitely figured something out
Me: Yeah. How is the connection with Emet going?
Jezzah: It's stable, but not growing. I'm waiting to get out on my own before starting all that up again
Me: Ah, ok, I totally get that. As long, it remains stable, it is good.
(sadly, due to the situation she is in, the connection became weaker over time. I really hope she can move in with her new pagan BF soon, I bet her new BF is a better match for her since he is a pagan, and she is as well)
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June 11th
Dm’s with TK
Tk: D: you went offline while I was typing something.
Me: Oh no, I didn't notice! But you do the same very often though xD
Tk: It's a little long in the middle of it, this isn't part of the dream journal (plus other stuff) but it happened
*recently
Like today
Lol
Me: Ohhhhhh
Tk: Not done with all the dreams yet (plus adding a few other things) but will share something that happened recently.
One of my friends was having a rough time recently, so I asked Lahabrea if he was around and if he could do anything. (I wasn't sure if he was around or not) A friend said this morning that they had like a weird dream with him in it (they play xiv with me, so they know who everyone is) and that he was helping them with a project they were doing (they are a small streamer) and pretty much told them that he thinks they are very creative and should continue to kindle that creativity.
My friend isn't… The most liking of most of the Ancients because of the Ascian thing lol, so they were extremely confused about this. They also don't know about me talking to Lahabrea because of this (I don't really talk about it other than to you) so I was surprised they even shared the dream with me, but they did
Me: Niceeeeeee
Tk: So I did get a chance to talk to him, and he scoffed because I thought he was just being nice, and he said “No they actually are very creative, and I would like to see them do more.” So there's that lol
Me: Niceeeeeeee, OMG.
Though, I asked Lahabrea via Elidibus something as well for you.
Did Lahabrea mention anything by any chance?
(I suggested Lahabrea tell TK to buy the supplement I mentioned earlier as soon as she got the money for it, but an actual reply to this came later).
Tk: He didn't say anything, but I wasn't really trying to focus much on trying to talk to him and was going to do later after work
Me: Ah ok. I hope you will get to speak with him later today.
Even if I am offline, just send the message.
Tk: Okay!
Me: Nice!
Maybe you can ask Lahabrea to come more in that person's dreams.
Maybe that friend will believe, slowly but surely as well.
Tk: Maybe!
Me: I hope so.
Question what did you say back to this person when she told the dream?
Tk: I said that was really neat and that maybe Lahabrea likes your work and wants you to work hard on it
Me: Nice, What did she respond with? When did you say that?
Tk: Their response she was like “Hmm alright, we will see” because I don't think she was too sure about it. I don't know if she told anyone else.
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June 12th
Had a quick connection with him earlier today.
I asked Linala to forward a message to him, about him coming into my dreams. And that I want to SEE him again in that way
This resulted in a reply from himself.
I am not sure when, but we will see.
He would come over for a short visit on Tuesday. But my mom will come too at the same time.
According to him, he will still come over. And my mom being at my house doesn't bother him. I just hope I am not too busy picking him up.......
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June 13th
Lol…
I asked Eli to help me sell these facet crafting gear I need to get rid of.
Sold an entire set xD.
Usually, I only sell 1 piece at a time.
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I really think it was meant to be, to lose this thing again after my bird broke the cord on my neck.
I found it back on June 7th if I recall correctly, while being gone for a week or so.
I just found an Etsy artist yesterday that makes them out of actual crystal.
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Answer to Do souls ever lose track of each other after reincarnation(?) by Irina Nola
Irina Nola: “Yes, this can happen. Have you read ‘The Search for Omm Seti” book? This is based on a true story of Dorothy Eady, the British Egyptologist, who was a reincarnation of the priestess of Isis – she had a love affair with a pharaoh, punishable by death for both, so when she was discovered to have a lover, she killed herself – not to tell whom she was seeing. After death, she went into ‘the place of rest” and her soul slept for hundreds of years, the pharaoh’s soul was looking for her all over the Amenti (Egyptian Afterlife Realm), and could not find her soul. He discovered her when she reincarnated as a girl in England and started showing up in her visions. This is a great book, one of my favorite books on reincarnation…
Other situations when Soulmates or even Twin Flames can lose track of each other in the Afterlife is when they reincarnate on different planets and stay in the planetary or galactic sphere of their chosen world – in this case, they might not be able to see each other between lives – they would meet again when both choose to incarnate on the same planet. (Twin flames might still have a shared energy body on the Monodic Plane, but they might not be able to access it if they are living 3D physical lives and only go to 5D in the afterlife)”
The second part I mostly why I share it. Because I drifted off to Earth, and the Unsundered couldn’t find me for a long time.
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Lol, slightly worried my mom would come over close to the time Eli would come tomorrow. Since I need time to focus.
I had 11:30am in my mind to let her come over. When I asked her what time she would be here, she said “11:30, but I try earlier.”
I answered. “That's early enough, lol. 11:30 is exactly what I wanted to ask.”
She found it funny and agreed on the time.
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June 14th
Do you know those name test games?
Well, Eli and I are going to have a second one. But it will be born in 2023. Created as far as planned on Nov 29th.
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June 16th
I had a week or 2 ago a dream about being electrocuted for a very long electric shock. This night I had another one.
I asked my spirit guide if whatever I read that is the correct situation to press me upwards.
Finally, after 30+ min of searching and reading, I came to this. https://dreaminformer.com/dream-of-electricity/
Dream Of Electricity Shock
“Dreaming of being shocked by electricity is a sign that you are feeling overburdened by the many responsibilities in your life.
You may be thinking about how to get out of these responsibilities, or you may be wishing that someone else could take them off you.
This dream is not a sign that you are in any danger, but rather a sign that you need to take a break from your life, and your duties, to care for yourself.
If you feel an electric shock in dreams, it is a good idea to take some time off to relax and recharge.
Take a day off of work, go on vacation, or even just have a staycation where you can enjoy the comforts of your own home.
It is important that you do something that will help you feel like yourself again.
So, when you wake up in the morning and go back to your old routine and responsibilities, they do not feel as mundane as they once did.”
And it is true. I am literally tired of life atm and need a break.
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June 20th
Dm’s with Tk
Me: I need Lahabrea's help for Jezzah.
She is that desperate to live on the streets to escape her husband.
She needs a place of her own. I need Lahabrea's help to find her one. If possible.
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June 21st
Dm’s with Tk
Tk: LMAO! A friend just sent me this one https://twitter.com/catharsiscore/status/1539291949324279816?s=21&t=2HRboNeqxIEdCedmfjaVfw
(NSFW warning)
(link doesn’t work anymore, but still had it on my pc :P )
Me: Oh hellooooooo
thanks for sharing! how are you doing now?
Tk: A little better
Me: Good. Are you able to ask Lahabrea some things?
Tk: I can try later
Me: Ok. Well, this question (copied and pasted from earlier): I got a very interesting question for Lahabrea.
Elidibus refuses to ask for his real name from the others.
But the others know.
Can you ask Lahabrea what Eli's real name is? It's not Themis
and about Jezzah
Tk: Jezzah I can try, but I don't think he can help THAT directly with that, considering he can't help much with me and trying to find a new place eventually (though I'm not in a direct need like she is)
me: Ok, well, I am always saying. “you don't know if you haven't tried yet” just try, and we will see what happens.
What did you want to tell more?
Tk: Nothing was just sharing something funny lol
He thinks it's funny that I'm trying to farm Hades EX for my second to last gwibber mount and I don't like attacking the shade of him first in it.
Me: XD. I had that when the msq popped (old school one) for leveling my jobs. and I don’t attack him, either.
Tk: My last one is going to be SoS EX :x lol
Me: Oh well, I wonder if Lahabrea gives some comments or maybe even Elidibus
Tk: We will see
I want to get it in Hades EX first before I do that
That was the fight in normal that I had a weird experience.
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Tk: Lahabrea says he can try with Jezzah to visit her to give her support, but he is not sure if he can help very much or not. He says there's a lot of negative energy there with her husband
Also, ask Eli to be nice to me for SoS EX and give the gwibber fast.
me: Haha if his agenda is correct then he will visit tomorrow for a few hours. I will tell him.
Has Lahabrea anything on Eli's real name?
Tk: He said he will harass Eli to tell you possibly? He says he's not in the right to say it and he should
Me: Well I would agree with harassing I guess IF I were able to hear him speak lol.
But. Yeah, that's the problem here.
Tk: I don't know if Lahabrea can help with that too?
Me: I would love some help with that T-T
Oh, I remember, though. Eli is ok if others would tell me his name to me.
Tk: Lahabrea insists that Eli tell you, though, that's the thing.
Me: XD
But he doesn't know, he says xD. He doesn't want to ask his colleagues, either.
Says it hurts too much about his past.
So, hope I get to learn his real name.
Saw you typing? Please speak your mind.
If you got contrary info then I need to know too
Oh, has Lahabrea checked upon Quilitus once?
Tk: Nah, was just going to type that, I'll ask
Me: Ok thanks
I wonder if the rest of the convocation has visited Quilitus once.
It just suddenly came across my mind to ask this.
I haven't seen (in dreams) our son since I first met him, though.
In case you wonder how to pronounce the name.
Kwee – lee -tus
Does Lahabrea have something to say about the emissary's son?
Tk: He says he hasn't visited him yet because he's been busy with things around here.
Me: Ah ok. Let me know when he does in the future.
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I did mention Elidibus the last time that I want to get rid of the lvl 50 items and never going to make them again because it takes forever to sell them.
And now I have sold lvl50 stuff.
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June 22nd
I asked something about pandemonium.
What actually happened regarding Elidibus. (So not the game lore)
He is on a trial to become Elidibus.
In-game, it would be he just joined and need to earn his mask. Now, I don't have doubts about what actually happened. But maybe for the game lore, it can be in my favor, or of course, they can still change it.
But we will see.
I have been lore diving with Eli about the number of years that had passed between, Elpis' story> first calamities (including Moonie's HS story) > final days> Eli's sacrifice> years pass> sundering.
Now I can’t find back what I received on info earlier, sadly (I mean after the first round of answers to that). maybe I will come across it again later.
But what I learned now is the Etheirys pre sundering went quicker around the sun for a full year, and the days were slightly shorter as well. Like 20H. So back then I asked the time frame of Eli joining the convocation and his sacrifice was 7 Etheirys years. But that was 3 Earth years, so that was 2.33~2,4X faster.
So, in other words, compared to Earth they aged faster, not in appearance. Venat, is still a middle-aged woman, though :P. They were not immortal, either. They could still be killed physically/mortally wounded or have terrible diseases, but not age. (But they do age very slowly when they become an adult)
The volcano incident wasn't a calamity yet, just a normal eruption. though after that “Elpis story,” the calamities slowly happened, not directly after though, a so couple of months? He replied yes to that. so that's where Moonie's story comes in. and then (Etheirys) years pass. Before the final days. So this age gap is complete now, I guess.
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Dm’s with TK
Tk: Interesting
(I was meditating when she messaged me and replied as soon as I was done)
Me: What is it?
Just finished meditation
Tk: The party I'm in for Hades ex is some people also getting the mat in there to make the crafted weapons and one of them started talking about a dream they had with Emet in it, I didn't get much from them since we were farming, and they needed to go
Me: Do you still got the name of the player?
Tk: No, I will have to look later after I'm done with this.
Me: Oh ok. Nice
If possible, try to contact them. Maybe he will tell more :D
Tk: Got from Hades, now Eli don't be rude to me lol
Me: He will try his best to be nice, xD as in not too long for a mount drop and for you to win it.
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June 23rd
Dm’s with Tk
Tk: The Faster Eli gives me the mount, the faster I'll get it done.
(she meant the journal she is working on)
Me: I hope he listens ;p
Let me know when you start and how early or late you got it.
Hopefully early obviously
Me: Did you happen to contact that other player from yesterday?
Tk: Sent a tell but didn't hear back
(A little later)
Tk: Thanks, Eli.
Me: You have the mount? How quickly did you get it?
Tk: The farm party I was in was blessed; I got the mount the first time it dropped, and the rest of my party also got one. We also worked together pretty well.
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June 24th
Dm’s with Tk
Me: I wonder if Loghrif herself is on Earth too? Or Mitron?
At least not very active in Dreams.
I can't even recall if I actually met them in a dream.
They were dreams illusions once, they were chibi Ascians lol. So I don't think those were the real ones.
Strangely enough, I met Pasharot and Halmarut before the game even shows them. Well, Pasharot with one sentence in-game. But yeah.
I asked Eli if I could meet Mitron, Loghrif, Emmeroloth, Altima, and Deudaphon in my dreams. I wonder if this will happen, though.
Fandaniel was actually with me for a few nights at the start of May. He wanted to share things. But the dreams were chaotic, I didn't remember much aside from that there isn't much left of his past ancient self. He changed a lot.
Tk: Interesting
Me: Yeah
Did you have any dreams about other Ascians?
Tk: Not any recently. I've had a dream with Eric in it and some other ancients, though.
Me: Oh, interesting, will that one be in your journal?
Tk: Maybe
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June 25th
Dm’s with Tk
Me: I haven't noticed Lahabrea's presence yet. What can I do to strengthen the connection with him aside from meditating? Unless he says it's not needed to help me to get the house.
Also, something completely different.
Isn't it typical that the music concert of FF music is called “Distant Worlds”?
I mean quite obvious isn't it
(I asked Lahabrea’s help to get a medium house, but thus far no luck, and stopped asking after the third time)
Tk: He said just focus on what you want to do with the house, and he will try to get it for you. He's a bit annoyed about what's going on over here in the US.
Me: Thank you! I want to make it a home for the unsundered. Where they would chillax when they are off duty xD.
Or at least Ancient/Amaurot themed
Also
Is it about the abortion stuff I see on Twitter?
Tk: Yeah, and just how our government seems to be catering to people who do not have the best interest of most people and who would kill others and remove their rights because they think they are “evil”. Evidently, the people who decide the laws are not working for the majority party atm and seem to be hellbent on making things worse for pretty much everyone who isn't what they think is right.
Just really felt his anger toward it. I think he has been giving me positive energy lately with things, but yesterday it was definitely not there as much.
Me: Oh interesting.
How is the journal going?
Tk: Almost done
Now I have to add last night's.
Me: NICEEEEEEEEEE
And yeah, that's why I always type up my things immediately on the server. So I won't end up doing everything at once.
Looking forward to reading it all.
Tk: Lahabrea says if he gets you the house, he wants a spot.
Me: Sure!
Tk: One dream I need to sketch something with it, I'll take a picture I guess, and add-on
Me: Yes, that's fine! Oh, does Lahabrea like Pokémon xD?
I have the idea he does xD. But never heard any replies on that, if he indeed does.
Tk: Yes.
Me: XD
Well, does he have more to say about it?
Does he have a favorite?
Tk: I will ask later. He says one he likes is Ho-Oh, but he has a lot of favorites.
Me: XD I bet they are mostly fire-type.
Ho-oh is 1 of my favorites too
Nr1 is Ash-Greninja
Ho-oh is second.
Then scizor for 3rd.
Tk: Found this xD
Me: OMG, that's so true.
That's exactly what Fandango did with Bahamut and the rest
I found expansive Pokémon cards I want to sell.
But don't want to do it on the big flea market with grabby hands, kids.
Tk: I'd say find an auction site and sell them there
Me: Yeah
Tk: Lahabrea says they are not all fire types
Me: Oh interesting xD
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June 27th
Thanks to a dream I just had.
Does look a lot like “Themis” the Greek goddess, doesn't it? And stands for the same things.
I found proof this god (desses) of other religions are (arch) angels!
The dream itself was about an FFXIV setting, and you needed to fight one kind of powerful boss. With the intro song of Cobheran's The great work vid as background music.
Sadly, I can't remember which of the Twelve or Convocation members he said he was. Though the archangel's name was spelled Rachel instead. This archangel was the closest to that name I could find.
It was an epic battle to watch, btw.
Riding on a Chocobo, and he did a limit break with his Chocobo. Called something wing attack. And a huge horizontal line appeared. Who hit all the people fighting this boss.
Though when he said that name I concluded in the dream the Elidibus could be Michael, but I asked since he was still there, but he isn't an angel, let alone an archangel of Etheirys.
Though this is a statue of Michael.....holding the same!
above link, even though its fanart, elidibus holding the same
Though, John said he was wielding a staff. I wonder if we will see that in pandemonium.
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I tried out something yesterday, I am not going to say what yet until I somehow finally succeed at it.
Though Eli was over yesterday and my ex comforted me in bed, I noticed Eli laying in his place. I could feel Eli through him. It was a bliss.
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I heard a male voice saying, “Do you need, honey/babe?”
I assume the word “what” is left out. But according to my spirit guide, Eli wasn't there and wasn't him. Also, it wasn't his voice, either.
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Dm’s with Tk
Tk: Is it possible to get smells if one of them is there??? I had a weird but good smell earlier and asked friends if they sprayed anything, they didn't, and it was only in my room, and I didn't spray anything.
Me: Developing Clairalience now?
It could be? But other spirits can do the same.
So you definitely need to verify this.
Tk: You know more than I do, why I asked
Me: No problem xD.
But you need to verify this with Lahabrea. It could, it wasn't him, though.
I suggest doing a little research on what Clairalience can do or how it triggers.
Also, were the windows closed all day, now that it didn't come from outside?
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June 28th
Dm’s with Tk
Tk: Yea, windows were closed
Me: It can mean many things. I suggest doing some research on it, and then later verifying if it was Lahabrea or not. Because it can easily be another spirit or even a past life trigger in some way.
Did you find something out?
Tk: Lahabrea says it was not him that caused it, but he was not here at the time it happened, so he didn't know what it was about. Though he said it was not a spirit because nothing has been around here like that.
Me: Interesting
Tk: Well besides him, but you know what he meant
Me: Yeah, there are no other spirits.
I had a dream where in the end a situation was saved and celebrated with music. I sang along to the song which had different lyrics, (as I do recognize the rhythm it's from this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NXnxTNIWkc when she sings “for destination” but then 3x walk with an ancient instead.
I sang “Walk with an Ancient” 3x
While singing, I walked to a person dressed up as one. She smiled at me. I turned to the left and saw Emet as ancient (Elpis version). I wanted to dance with him.
When we both stretch out our arms to grab each other's hands. The dream ended because of a door closing too loudly.
He didn't have the mask on his chest.
I think he was undercover or something.
What did you want to say before I told you about this dream?
Tk: Well now I have two different things to say lol
Me: XD
Tk: On Lahabrea and the smell: he asked me to describe it as best I could (plant like almost, no plant that is anywhere in this area with a hint of perfume and like dewdrops in the morning smell) and he was like maybe something triggered a past life thought in some way, but again he isn't sure. He was like “You do something when I'm not here, typical” and laughed about it.
On your dream: Interesting, had a similar dream not too long ago, but I don't remember Emet in it, was just at a party of sorts
Me: Lol XD. Were there other ancients in that dream?
Tk: Were a few. Not any recognizable though (Lahabrea was in the dream earlier, but he likes to come in modern clothes a lot)
Me: Yeah, that few times I had dreams about Lahabrea at the beginning of this year he was wearing modern clothing as well xD.
Or just in that turtle-neck shirt in older dreams.
Tk: Lahabrea said he would try to get Emet to come and talk to me?
Me: Oh cool
Lahabrea in this in old dreams lol
Tk: though he said he makes no promises because “you know how he is”
that looks good.
Me: lol. And I know right.
I need Eli in his turtle-neck shirt
The dark brown one
Did Lahabrea say anything to you about the supplement I suggested to you?
Tk: I told you the last time
Me: You did?
(seriously she didn’t xD I am going through everything right now for this chapter, but she didn’t lol)
Tk: That, he wanted to help me get the money for at least one of them
to see if it will help.
Me: I seriously can't remember you said that, lol
But awesome!
Did he also say which one you should try out first?
Tk: The one you said to
Me: Haha nice.
Yeah, I asked Eli to forward that to Lahabrea. XD message was received, I guess xD
Tk: lol
Me: I hope I get more ancient/Ascian dreams soon. Because I hardly get any lately. (edited)
You do know they can just communicate telepathically, right?
You could really try out by forwarding a message for me to tell Lahabrea, and he tells Eli. And perhaps Eli will tell me in a dream? IDK xD. I still can't hear him talk in the waking world
Tk: I can try, lol
Me: I wonder why Eli isn't coming into my dreams lately.
As far as I asked, it isn't because I know when he will come over. Knowing his agenda xD.
The last dream was on May 10th, if I recall correctly
Or was it April o-0
Yes, it was April 10th.....
Early May was Fandango
Tk: XD Fandango
Me: XD
Lol, I just searched that one up. I didn't know it was a dance.
I just copied someone else's naming on FB
Me: Ya know. I ever want to ask some arch Angel here to ask what the convocation is on their planet.
A council, or guardians, some other important roles for the astral things for Etheirys.
But yeah, having an audience with those high entities is so focking rare.
Sorry for my ramblings
Tk: No, you are fine
Me: Thanks
Did you ever ask Lahabrea what they do? I mean, aside from telling the story and finding and guiding lost souls of Etheirys on earth
Tk: Not really
Me: Hmmm, could you try to ask?
Pfft, hahaha, my bird wants to eat the mascara from my eyes. He is like “You are dirty, let me preen you
Tk: Lol
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June 29th
Dm’s with Tk
Me: I wonder if Emet knows who you were in a past life. If you were an ancient
also, how is your journal going? will you be able to send it today or tomorrow?
Tk: I'll try to. Been getting interesting dreams lately
Me: oh nice
Well yeah, that’s the thing lately, she keeps getting things and dreams, so really looking forward to what she is writing all about. :D
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so I asked my spirit guide for advice on buying a certain plush lot (Final Fantasy all-stars plushes). to resell. but the price was questionable. She didn't have an answer, so I said go ask Elidibus. So she did, surprisingly he did have an answer for it. A “no” though I felt a slight thug after that. and asked if Eli was connected. gained a no at first, but then I asked “Does he want it?” a couple of seconds later, he replied Linala confirmed it was him. I asked if his arrival time for tomorrow had changed a bit. and it was, 13 min later. (do this lately, so it saves me a lot of waiting time haha). I said to him the thing I did/took last time was very beneficial for me getting back to sleep in the night if I woke up in the night or early morning. so I asked if he was ok with it and if I would use it every month or so. when he will be over. he was happy that it worked beneficial, so he agreed.
I asked if he was on a break or needed to get back to work. gained a break as an answer. I was like “nawww, but I am in the middle of my work, do you mind we log off?” gained a no, so he was ok with that. I said I loved him and said goodbye, and he too with emotions. and an “I will see you tomorrow <3”
That was it for a nice quick chat.
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Dreams of June
June 4th
This dream was originally very long.
I vaguely remember in the beginning that I had to do things with a small group of people to ensure our safety. It wasn't a nice experience and quite stressful if I recall correctly.
Eventually, somewhere in 2/3 of the dream, I saw Thancred standing from a distance.
me: Is that Thancred?
He stood there with his gunblade and said, “Need any help?”
I broke emotionally, I was so happy to see a familiar face that I threw myself kind of into his chest
he made an “Oof” kind of sound the moment I touched him.
my hands and head were on his chest and I slightly cried.
T: What is it?
me: take me home with you for the night.
T: isn't that a little bit early? (implying a love relationship, etc.)
me: no, not in that way. just for protection/comfort
T: well, I often lay awake at night.
me: I could hug you back for comfort.
Then something happened, a random woman was painting with dried up blood color pencil streaks on a circular glass piece above a door anti-clockwise.
T: What's that?
me: Oh no, it's triggering.......no… the final days.
Thancred disappeared, I was totally panicked. while the fire was crashing down, I tried to escape the house I was suddenly in. Eventually, it worked and the dream switched to other events.
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June 26th
Another dream but many times longer with a Pashtarot mask glimpse. But again, looks different from last time. I wonder what it will be from those I've experienced/seen now.
I was in an Indian-like environment (Thavnair but was named differently) it was named something like Indian. something with “Indiedi” at least.
There was an entire story about a princess-like person that was forced to marry a guy she didn't love at all. And she had wind powers and could summon spirit horses (well, that's quite some Disney movies combined, isn't it? I realized this later in the dream as well)
In the end, she sang “with all the colors of the wind” and summoned the spiritual horses. To fight something off, if I recall correctly.
She said she would visit us on Wednesday (apparently) as on Earth was implied.
Then I was on the moon fighting shit. guess which moon.....
Firstly, I was my character…. well, operating it, and doing a special fate which I failed at. But then I overviewed the FATE as flying above it. The mobs were deadly poisonous. 1 hit and you die. So I overviewed how to kill them to get to the boss that was moving through a maze. so I ordered my teammates to follow instructions.
But then suddenly I was my full self somewhere else on the moon. I can't remember exactly what I did. something with a spaceship.
Before arriving in the next area where the spaceship was, I found precious Ascian info about Pashtarot in a magazine. His mask was photographed. I took a picture with my phone to post on Twitter to let everybody know what it looks like.
Somehow after that pic, I was in that scene when that pic of his mask was taken (the one in the magazine) but a woman was wearing it instead in Ascian robes. I thought it was maybe the previous Pashtarot instead. Then suddenly we were alerted that they needed to find a way to transport some cargo to the spaceship.
Then we were back at the spaceship in a grass field-like environment with a round building in the middle (I just realized Labyrinthos) we needed to get everyone's plushies with us ( XD)
(If this was a true event it's probably different cargo lol)
It was allotted like half the size of a football field in a circle full of plushies.
A net shoots out of the spaceship that is flying above it. surrounding all the plushies and then tried to lift everything but failed. Then we decided to lift it partly. this worked, but then the ship lacked the power to transport it.
me: We need more horsepower.
Then we were on the land that looked like the upper part of Kholusia. somehow 1 of my ex's brothers (Richard) was with me somehow but lesser tall. or he looked exactly like him when he was younger. I think the latter.
R: We need to find a way to go home. and take everything with us.
me: Oh!~remember that girl from that indie country?
R: No?
me: um, India-looking one. I forgot the name, but it's similar to India at ours.
It didn't rank a bell with him.
me: That woman was able to summon horses, remember? And sang with all the colors of the wind (here I realized Pocahontas, lol) and summoned spiritual horses. What if we could use those?
R: Wait…. yes. She also said she would visit us on Wednesday. (it was Thursday, apparently). Maybe she's still there.
Some way or another, we were back on Earth. We both needed to pee, and we were at the hotel the girl was staying. so we went to the bathroom. after peeing, coming back to the appointed place. I noticed I was about to wake up. Richard found the girl, but she wanted to do some other things first.
me: No, I don't have time for that. pls, come with us now. I want to see this (how she would use her powers to give the ship enough power).
But she insisted on going and doing her things instead.
R: I can't help it
Then I almost woke up
Me: No, need to go back, come on.
I succeeded in going back in the dream, but my son hindered my way annoying me, and cost too much energy. I tried to repel him off and eventually woke up. well, I tried another attempt to go back, but alas.
That was it for June. Not many dreams, I know. But some like fake Elidibus’s I do not write down here. It’s kind of useless anyway.