May 3rd
I did the Akashic records training again. I didn't see a thing until it was time to go. But instead of going back. I said no, let's go to Etheirys, to the Akashic records of Etheirys. I got there but saw it from a distance. I couldn't access it right away. It had some spires that look like the ones Amaurot has. When I noticed I couldn't get in, I said. Bring me to Elidibus. Gained a no; he was busy.
Ok, I said, bring me to any other Ascian.
I teleported to Loghrif. I saw her black hair and the vague lines of her mask. I asked if she could come into my dreams. She made a questionary sideways movement with her head.
Me: I want to meet you there, Gaia. With Mitron if possible.
I didn't hear any words, but she agreed/said to do so soon.
Then I waved goodbye and went back.
During the entire meditation, my third eye was heavily noticeable. But I don't know if it triggered something finally.
We will see if she comes into my dreams.
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Dms with Stormy
Me: How are you doing atm? Did you find the glyph or manage to achieve something or a small vision. You can tell me every little thing!
Stormy: Hiya, sorry it's been hectic lately. Uhh, no, sadly, I could not recover that image, but Em did tell me she would show it again at some point. I did learn about Pash, though. Apparently, he is a man of order and likes fairness. But that's just a small detail and something along the lines of him being able to manipulate probability? Or something to that effect. Sadly that's all I have currently.
Me: A man of law and order was mentioned in the game when you talk to Emet in between the quest lines. But manipulate probability; that's interesting. Sounds like he can bend uncertain things/decisions in a correct course. At least, that's how I read it. But ty for the update.
Stormy: I was told, to him, it's all part of the plan, and if it's not, then it's not important. And will be corrected on its right course. But yes, that's the gist of what I got. If I get any other info, I'll inform and update you accordingly. Apologies again for the lateness busy week.
Me: Thank you!
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May 7th
I think I had the stupidest dream ever. I was playing a mmo. That was a mixture of FFXIV and Minecraft and was called Fortnight (I don't even play the latter 2). I was a dragoon.
Oh yeah, I was in the game itself. The game was FFXIV quality.
Apparently, I had a relationship with Estinien. And saw myself kissing him a few times. And me jumping a lot on obstacles.
Near the end, I wanted to ask the creator of this game if he wanted to add the Ascians to the game. Because Elidibus :p
I needed to wait and gain some food. But then I woke up.
This is just a short summary. I don't feel like writing everything XD.
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May 16th
Wisteria is not growing, with no leaves or flowers. I asked Elidibus if I could ask Halmarut to help.
I will put this letter in an envelope and hang it on the wisteria. And his replica convocation crystal on the ground. I hope it will work.
The letter
Dear Halmarut
Please Help To Save my Wisteria. I Did What I Could To Save it myself, But I am unsure if it's enough to make it grow again. Please Help with your Powers over the Flora and Fauna.
Thank you ~ Azem
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May 17th
Strangely, when I take my epilepsy medication in the morning, I get Phase dreams when I fall asleep. Only when I take it in the morning, I usually don't and only take it in the evening.
Sadly not much in control of my dreams. And random weird stuff.
Like Hesperos appeared and Scream of Pandaemonium plays. I was after that singing about "give me the fuck a pandemonium dreams this week."
The phase dreams are very short, alas, but a lot of them happened like 10 or so this time. I rather have 1 long one. But sigh
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May 18th
Elidibus would come over at 10:34. But I completely forgot because I was apping with a customer. After that, I needed to feed my new baby bird. When I finally got back upstairs to get dressed, I realized Eli should be here already. Since my ex was over, I wanted to call Eli downstairs so I got a better focus.
I tried out one of my new dresses lying downstairs, and I said green isn't my color and wondered why I bought it. I was instantly greeted with an intense hug feeling. It was Eli. For the first time, I didn't need to call for him via Linala. He patiently waited for me until I was done.
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May 20th
Lahabrea, in his 50's
Hades is like 12- A young teenager.
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Did a channeling info training. Unfortunately, it isn't the type I can share with others. Since I needed to practice on live persons of the group. So an actual class.
Tomorrow, however, I will have the third Akashic records training. And I will share the link here.
That version will be about galactic adventures and visiting your home planet. (already shared in the previous chapter)
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May 21st
So third training of the Akashic records.
Emet was with me. Alas, I was interrupted a few times due to loud noises in the house. But eventually, I got something.
When I somewhat arrived at Etheirys, I didn't see very much. I wanted to visit places, but I could really get there. I couldn't see. So I asked Emet what he wanted me to see. And a saw a glimpse of Elpis.
But nothing really happened there. After that, he gave me my convocation crystal. If this was the past or not, I am not sure. I only saw the outer shape. No details, alas. But the shape was unmistakable. Then when the training went to a short part to the middle of the universe, making me leave Etheirys, I cried, but Emet brought me to Ultima Thule instead. And looked at that giant blue blob hanging. Then I saw extremely blurry Elpis flowers. And tried to focus on them more to see better. But that wasn't very successful. Only 1 glimpse. Then I wondered if Joshua from FF16 was a shard of mine. Emet confirmed that the events of 16 were the 2nd shards story before the rejoining. We went to look for Joshua's soul. Emet found it quickly. He was indeed a shard of mine. But after the rejoining, his soul couldn't merge with mine, and he went to a different Planet.
So we went to search for him. Somehow Emet knew where. (Don't ask me).
While searching, I asked if he was reincarnated. Gained a yes.
When we arrived on Joshua's planet. I didn't see much of it. But an energy body of Joshua. When we touched both of our hands, I felt a sudden merge. But it couldn't stay. He was his own individual, like me now. When I needed to leave, I picked up the thought he would look for me. And we waved goodbye.
While traveling back, I asked to see Emet's face. He removed his mask but kept it in front of his nose, so I only saw his hair and eyes. And gave me a wink.
That was pretty much it.
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May 22nd
So I asked Elidibus when he would return to the game after Pandemonium. He said 8.0
This could be answered in my favor, but he heavily says no. So meaning it's true.
But not only him but the rest of the Unsundered, at least.
Ofcourse, nothing is set in stone if it's in the future. But damn, I really hope this will happen.
(though in July, I received some interesting secret info that it will even be 7.0)
Also, I asked if any references could be made that are linked to me in the game. Even if it's only text like Elidibus saying he is the sworn personal protector of his younger sister, for example. Or the number of siblings he had.
Or perhaps any info that I only know. Like their ages and length, but also how many days Etheirys goes around the sun.
Imagine if people finally figured that out. I said it wayyyyy Before it came into the game or lore book. Then there is a big chance people won't declare me that much crazy anymore. He needed to think about it for a moment. Be he likes the idea of reaching more people this way. So who knows what will appear in the future.
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Dms with Stormy
Me: I got 1 question. How did you open your third eye? Since mine happens not to be fully open. I could use some help.
Stormy: Mine is not fully opened, but the times I have, I forcefully kinda did it through hypnosis, meditation and binaural beats. Did this for several nights before it happened, and I scared the crap outta myself. I kinda just kept focusing on where my pineal grand would be and letting the rest of my body feel like it was nonexistent. And then, finally, I envisioned opening all my eyes, and that's when I saw her, standing in my bedroom doorway tall cloaked shadow. That was the first time.
Me: Oh, interesting. Ty. Do you remember which hypnosis and binaural beats you used?
Stormy: Sadly, no, it was a few years ago, and I have no clue which I used then. But it was a lot of different random ones to get me into the state I needed to be. Basically, I complied the most effectively I could at the time and played them whole, meditating back to back over and over. Until I reached the state I needed to be in to attempt channeling all of my beings into my pineal gland and envision myself opening it. And oddly enough, it worked. It's 2am, so I'll head to bed in a few minutes. I will contact ya when I have more info or just a random update to let you know I'm still breathing. Have a good/night!
Me: Ty, good night!
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May 23rd, 6.4 Patch Day!
(while playing Pandaemonium, I posted things I discovered. Eli was with me the entire day so I could ask things on the fly).
Well, Elidibus was right. We would see them in the Aitiascope.
He did say that he was the original one. But I doubt this because of the few lines Themis said afterward.
(Addi note June 4th: According to this. He confirmed while talking through me. It was really his soul but just not his body. His memories were at first very muddled by Athena. Most were restored after the battle. He also said that he remembered wayyy more than just the CT battle originally. He said he also remembered what he did as Ascian)
Lahabrea in the game just confirmed Elidibus is in the Aetherial Sea. so Hydaelyn ferried Eli's soul to the source. Also, memory Lahabrea will come to know of his future self, according to eli. (he is with me atm)
(I wrote this before I got there at the end. This message was at 2:28pm, so halfway. I finished Panda at 4pm or after )
I never really asked if Hydaelyn ferried the souls of the Unsundered. I just assumed it seemed due to that tweet back then. Need to check better. But Eli is here now and said the Unsundered can travel to the lifestreams of the shards and back to the source (so even when they are "dead"). So Emet and Eli traveled themselves. That is what he said.
Claudien is a reincarnated Eric, is he? Same fate? we will see
I mean, I called it earlier, like around the 6.2 release
, yup!!!!!
HA! I was right. YES!!!!!!!
And he died that gruesome Death that we already know of since Nov 2022.
So much I predicted came true.
We would see Laha, and Eli in the Aitiascope. Eli was confirmed to be in the Aetherial Sea. Eric died in the FD in a gruesome way. It heavily implies that.
Even that Pandaemonium dream where I fought Elidibus, that wasn't the real him came true.
And Claudien being Eric incarnated.
(more confirmations in Dm’s with TK)
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Dms with TK
TK: Lahabrea has a message for you later, I was going to let him take over to write it, but we are working on something in the game, but I will let him then. Stuff about what has been going on lately. Yes, I did the raid storyline and was shocked about a lot of stuff.
Me: ty for replying. And my warm regards to Lahabrea. I hope to see his message soon. Also, let me know all the stuff you were shocked about. , Also, the things I mentioned above in the spoiler tag? I forgot even that I said Lahabrea will merge with Hesphaistos again. even though it happened earlier now. I think in the original timeline, he merged to regain that knowledge of what Athena worked with to escape the sundering or become Ascians. But that I mentioned some time ago already. But in all seriousness, though. If you can, let Lahabrea type a message. You have become better and more advanced the Moonie. Do you realize that?
TK: I have been unable to do much about it; I can only let him write on here for a bit. I have been trying to get better at it.
Me: but that's so cool. I hope to see his message soon. Preferable when Elidibus is still here with me. In 3 or 4 hours, I will go to sleep, though. I hope to have received it by then. If that isn’t too much to ask for...
TK: sorry, I was working on stuff; I will try to soon
Me: ty
(while doing the MSQ)
Me: Elidibus told me yesterday that Gaius didn't take over Garlemald to be a republic instead of an empire. These new government dudes seem to confirm that.....
(2H later)
TK: Gaius is in the Tataru quests today, Im not entirely sure he is in control over there and just in control of Terncliff though I could be wrong
Me: it's not the most important detail to be certain about. atm, I arrived at the 13th moon. Can I receive Lahabrea's message soon? It is 9:34 pm already here.
TK: hold on, sorry. been having trouble focusing, let me try
Me: ok
TK: I made his part look different, had him do it then typed it up
I wanted to send a message because it is partially me to blame that she has not talked to you in a while. While we have been working on things, there has been a negative astral attack that has been trying to cause chaos for her. I was trying to limit communication with people until I figured out where it was coming from. I was confident that it did not come from your end with Elidibus present, but I wanted to be sure. We have targeted where the negative energy was from and removed that person from communication. So again, I apologize. Though I place blame on her for not talking until today because of the "raid." I hope you and Elidibus have been doing well and growing. I did not like how old they made me look in the raid today, but the rest of it was done well by the writers over there. This has been a message from the Speaker of the Convocation.
This is true; we were having difficulty with something earlier, which made me feel drained and depressed, and I could barely connect to Lahabrea at times. I partly didn't talk because I had nothing really to say until we got it fixed.
Me: Jesus. I asked Elidibus many times to talk to Lahabrea and let me know what was going on with you (well, to let Lahabrea convince you to reply to my messages, at least, sort of way to respond is a better term). But never a clear reply. Not even in my dream. Did Lahabrea keep silent to Elidibus as well about this matter?
TK: I don't think he said anything to Eli because he didn't want him to worry about it, and he wanted to take care of it on his own because he's stubborn, lol. On the raid, I love they gave importance to Eli cause he was the one with voice acting (well, his memory clone)
Me: I was screaming so hard for joy. I think the children playing outside heard me. Tell me about the things you were shocked at that came true. Eli indeed said no, when I was typing that message. If he knew, but he had sus.
TK: Eric, in general, the cutscene at the end.
Me: I had this: So much I predicted came true. We would see Eric, Laha and Eli in the Aitiascope. Eli was confirmed to be in the aetherial Sea. Eric died in the FD in a gruesome way. It heavily implies that even in that Pandaemonium dream where I fought Elidibus. That wasn't the real him came true. And Claudien being Eric reincarnated.
TK: oh yeah, Claudien too. Go back and talk to him in the lab. There's a cutscene about Lahabrea and Athena that he tells you about.
Me: after you have finished everything?
TK: yeah, it's hidden, and someone had to tell me.
Me: cool. I gonna kick Golbez's ass first soon, then I will check.
TK: ask him the first option, kk
Me: who was the person causing the astral attack?
TK: someone that was in a friend group. I found out that someone else in the group who doesn't really have any abilities but who is sensitive to stuff was also getting depressed and such.
Me: Jesus, but how would that result in a negative ASTRAL attack?
TK: Well, energy attack, I think he meant to say, or I got that part in the writing wrong, it was an energy attack.
Me: ah, but still, how? Anyways. You got rid of that person now?
TK: yes, we removed them from our friend group. I don't know how; all I know is it was happening, and Lahabrea knew something was happening and was trying to figure it out.
Me: so he ordered me not to talk to anyone, including me...
TK: he said he didn't think it was you but wanted to make sure
Me: yeah. I read that. but considering you never replied to anything these past months.....I mean, was that really needed? You could have told me what was happening sooner, then I would have understood! Seriously, if you had told me, you needed to remain silent and not reply because of some negative energy attack. Then I wouldn't have bothered you in the slightest. Well, maybe asking for updates on the matter because I care about you, ya know. But that is all.
TK: Sorry.
Me: can you promise, now, and I mean for serious now. That you won’t ignore me again on whatever is going on?! Pls.
TK: ok, I promise
( so much for that promise………2 weeks later, she started again, I will probably only speak to her when a new patch drops)
Me: thank you <3. btw back on the source moon. But Zeromus is Pash's counter side. Do you have any theories?
TK: not sure yet. I will have to think about it.
Me: also, remember what I said about Unukalhai going with us to the 13th in the next expansion (well, I hope it's gonna be an entire expansion). Since Y'shtola referred to the First all of a sudden. I was like. UNU is there!
TK: Y'shtola really wants to see Runar again, lol.
Me: (finished the MSQ), Finally, that was everything for today. Does Lahabrea have other things to tell, perhaps?
TK: not atm. Maybe he will say something later when I’m more focused, lol.
Me: pls do. I know the focus problem. I can Elidibus speak through me. But certain conditions need to be met. And watching a screen depletes your focus. So if you do that in the morning. I can say now I won't be able to let him speak through me then. Sometimes rarely in the evening when he is with me. If we talk about emotional stuff, he tends to talk through me. But that doesn't happen much. Also, lately, I was able to do it more frequently until I bought another (baby) bird to take care of. Sadly getting up earlier and doing my things also depletes my focus. In the morning (as John said), you are the clearest. That is why you can attune better with them. I suggest you do the same. Right after you woke up and slept enough. I hope you will find this advice useful...
TK: I will ^^
Me: Good. Did you receive all those trainings I shared in the group or even sent you personally? They are so helpful. I definitely recommend using those.
TK: I will watch it then.
Me: Wait. Something occurred to me. You said "memory clones." Remember those "clones" we talked about, and Jezzah probably has one. Those in the game were the exact same concept! They share memories of the real ones! Those clones....what the hell. Never expected to find confirmation of that in-game. Even though, by Athena's Design, they can do it themselves as well. Don't you have a WTF moment now?
TK: yeah, lol
Me: XD
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May 24th
Me: Lahabrea isn't too fond of calling convocation members by their names, right? Elidibus says I need to embrace my title more. Even though I can't do much here. But how is Lahabrea with that?
TK: what do you mean? Like me calling them by their titles or him?
Me: I mean. I was Azem after the defector....according to both of them, I am still an Azem title holder. So I was wondering how Lahabrea mentioned me because Laha doesn't like using the members' real names.
TK: he says Ayane to me because that's what I know you as and am more comfortable with; he doesn't mind doing that for that instance.
Me: ah, ok, ty.
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May 27th
Me: Holy shit, I remember another thing! Read, read, read! Remember I had a dream last year, he had a staff?!. He actually has one in his transformation. It doesn't look much the same. I need to check back. Sadly I can't remember myself anymore. It had a pointy end, iirc. But he has a staff!
Me: Those upheavals John mentioned!
“had a golden ball on top. And then straight downward and at the end also gold, but I don't remember it was flat or pointy at the bottom. What John described next I just can't translate to English properly. something with a golden pyramid- like thing on the bottom and 13 upheavals of something around the base if I understood correctly. And some golden thread leading from top to bottom or something. Very strange.”
TK: That's interesting about the staff.
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So nice. I woke up and was greeted by Elidibus's presence.
I checked the time immediately to check if it was really him. He arrived at the said time of 10:37. I woke up 3 mins later.
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May 28th
info dump of Korean interviews, ages of the ancients:
My info: I had to translate "just come of age" for my language. But it means I just turned 18!!!!
I was so focking right about their ages xD
Eli 18
Emet/Hyth 28
Venat 54
Lahabrea 69 (no pun intended)
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Regarding the age of Elidibus, Japan recently changed coming of age to 18 instead of 20 in April last year. Lol. Making it even more correct xD.
Though if I take the other tweets into consideration. They grew in length more slowly (said in the tweets). What I know is that they just are extremely late bloomers compared to nowadays people like elezen, for example. It would make sense for Elidibus to be shorter if he just turned 18. And they just lived longer than modern men. But the age count doesn't change since that's determined by the planet going around the sun.
It's like a mixture of elezen and Viera. Late blooming of elezen, but remain their youthfulness for wayyyyy longer times, Like Viera (looking at Venat, for example). So the age count of 18 can still be correct game-wise. He was, for real, 18 as well. I can't wait for the third lore book to see if it matches.
Additional note: they show themselves in how old/young they feel depending on their mental state. They became mostly 130-140ish, but they chose to die at that point. So, in fact, they could become older, but Eli never witnessed someone older than 140.
Tekst from the tweets;
Emet-Selch: He appears to be an adult by then.
Hythlodaeus: similar to Emet-Selch. According to him :)
Venat: Younger than Lahabrea. According to her :D
Lahabrea: classified as older by the time.
Elidibus: classified as a young man who had just come of age by then.
Also, although the physical growth of the ancients is slower than that of modern humans, it passes quickly in a long life and lasts the longest period of adolescence, considered an adult. Still, by the time they're considered old, the body also begins to age.
But since the creation magick has developed, the active person seems to have maintained his youth enough to be mistaken for a young man. Maybe it depends on the mental state of how they accept their older selves.
In regards to Lahabrea. he presumably aged quicker when he halved his soul. Or perhaps it was his mental state because the ancients' appearance and age is also affected by what they mentally think of themself. According to Elidibus, he stopped aging further when he rejoined his other half.
There is more other info in the same thread;
Q. I'm curious about the criteria for being selected for the seat of 'Elidibus' on the Convocation of Fourteen.
A. The mission of Elidibus, called Reconciliation, is to monitor the Convocation of Fourteen and coordinate opposing opinions within them. The Convocation of Fourteen representing stars all have excellent knowledge and experience, and everyone has a tough personality. If he wants to reconcile those people when they come to confront each other, he has to be respected by at least 13 others. The reason for that respect can be experience, knowledge, magick skills, or personality... It depends on who the other 13 are.
Tweet: Omg, it just occurred to me that to impress Azem, there's a likely chance he might have to 1v1 them the way wol had to 1v1 Venat, and that thought alone is making me crack up.
He confirms this.
Another interesting tweet (all is Google translated from Korean, take heavy grammar mistakes into account):
“If the psychological influence of thinking about one's age is revealed in the appearance
The reason why Elidibus of 5.3 looks smaller than Themis of Elpis is
Do you mean that it is because you think you are more immature than then??????”
Someone QRT:
“If so, conversely, prior to 5.3
Elidibus is It was the body of a grown man
After falling out of Zodiark's body
Eliminate all anxiety and worries
to make everyone happy
that you have to be an adult
because I thought."
So their youthfulness and height also have to do with their mental state. Not just growing naturally. Elidibus just confirmed this twice.
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A short message to TK
Me: according to Elidibus, Lahabrea stopped aging further when he rejoined his other half. Is this true?
TK: I didn't ask about that. Will when I can.
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May 29th
So I am on a psychic fair. And the 2 people I paid for a session for. Especially the first one. Was able to tell what I was busy at. So yes, my entire Journal. He also said I needed to write a book about it. And my life's goal is to make people aware of what I believe in. I knew this already, but hearing that from a stranger psychic is very uplifting. He also confirmed Linala 's presence. And Elidibus's as well. But Eli doesn't show himself just like that. But he was able to see a static man, at the least. And Linala behind him.
Also, the fact of traveling, both psychics said. Heavily implies the Azem title. The second one also mentioned writing a book about my Journal. I have never been so satisfied with a psychic fair.
I don't know if static is the correct translation in English, but it's meant as someone who is proud and has authority.
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June 3rd
There's a garden in England dedicated entirely to plants that are deadly and can kill you. It's the most dangerous garden in the world. It holds over 100 killers Such as hemlock, strychnine and nightshade.
Halmarut be Like:
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Quick DM message with TK and jezzah.
Me: Pls, I need your help. They are gonna try to take our son from us. Because my son lives with his grandparents now. An investigation was going on [redacted], but they couldn't win it from my ex's mom. Now they (cps) will transfer the case to someone known to brutally take children from their parents. Pls, help manifest that it won't come to that. And send Lahabrea to help me too. If I am correct, he should know it already. But I really needed some words from him now. Pls, help me out. ...... PLEASE
TK: I will do that for you.
(I messaged Jezzah the same but with “Emet" instead of Lahabrea)
Jez: I can send him to you.
Me: TY!
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June 4th
ah, yes, before I forget. I was trying to sleep in the morning because I got woken up too early by my son, Elidibus would Arrive by 10:47am. Eventually not checking the time at all. At some point, I turned around and hugged my body pillow. I was greeted by his presence. to make sure it wasn't an imposter or Linala fooling me or whoever. I checked the time 10:49. It was him.
Even though I was deadly tired, he was horny as hell. Somehow with a few breaks in between, we had some delightful sex. he spoke through me halfway through it and, ofcourse, after it.
According to eli, Lahabrea didn't age much after rejoining his other half. Maybe a few wrinkles more until the sundering.
What is also interesting is that Ascian Lahabrea was tanned and not white. The developers just made him white with blond.
Also, the lifestreams are sundered, but that isn't quite new info. But in the past, I assumed Hydaelyn ferried Emet's soul over to the source (because I read that on Twitter), BUT he did that himself, Eli, too. The Unsundered can still travel between the lifestreams of the shards and back, even without Ascian bodies. But the sundered shard pieces of people/incarnated Ascians can not come to the source.
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Ok, so I was collecting all my crystals to put under the moonlight. But I couldn't find my biggest rose quartz. I asked Linala, but she wasn't much of a help this time. After checking the third time under the bed, still nothing. I stood up. And my water bottle that was on the ground fell over and touched my heel. I was like, wait a minute, could it be lying on the floor behind me? I turned around, pulled back the curtains, and it was indeed lying there.
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June 5th
as vague as this dream is, I gonna type it down anyway. I dreamt I gained a notification on my phone that someone was reading my Journal. So I clicked on it and saw the name Halmarut, and further, no info. Normally you can see which chapter the person is reading, the location of the person (country and city) and how many minutes they are on my weblog. But everything was empty, just his name. I was flabbergasted and tried to contact them, but the dream quickly changed to that a person I know from the dutch ffxiv cosplay group was reading my story. It was a girl of color cosplaying alphinaud. She even took pictures of me at Castle Fest last year. I still got those somewhere.
I wonder if such will come true, and that Halmarut part is a sign my wisteria will grow again...... I can only hope.
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Have you seen this? https://gamerant.com/final-fantasy-14-new-expansion-teaser-marilith/
checking the Eorzean alphabet, it literally says Valnain underneath. And that city is Dalmasca in the upper left. But I think it will be like SB, part Saving the 13th and part Meracydia. nvm "On the Source, the Viera are from Dalmasca, which is part of Southern Othard." XD
You can see it here, too: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E2AkjUgXMAIetzF?format=jpg&name=4096x4096
Reading more of the comments. I would be disappointed, though, if we are already dealing with the rest of the 13th in 6.5
because of this comment; "Just so you know, from dev statements: Zeromus is definitely not an ongoing villain, at least not for the 7.0 story. The devs outright stated that the patch quests will have a self-contained story, and the lead-up to the next expansion won't involve the main plots we've been dealing with right now."
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June 8th
So I asked Linala if she could let Eli come over for kisses and snuggles real quick or a telepathic connection. But gained s no. He was busy.
About 30min later, I just asked her if she could forward a kiss from me to him. Hereby she guides the energy of the kiss to him. It reached him after 10sec or so. He liked it very much.
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Dms with Stormy
Me: hey. Um, everything ok?
Stormy: Oh hey, I am well, not great. Harassment and just a lot of things going on. Had not been too good in my mental state. Experiences, I did try out the video and meditation you had sent previously. Manage to see something? I am not entirely sure what felt like Egypt but vastly different place. There I met someone I can only assume to be one of the Convocation. A male with red hair did not catch the name but told me things. Some about myself and how I struggle to figure out my purpose and who I am. We joked about the direction xiv is going and how then spoke of the ending to the latest path. And what they could mean going forward. Nothing too eventful, but I will try again to hopefully meet him or others again. Apologies for the late reply.
Me: Was he tanned skin color? If so, I wonder if it's Lahabrea? Unless he didn't look like him in the slightest XD, Do you remember what you were talking about in the game? I am sorry to hear you need to deal with harassment. I hope it will solve soon for you <3
Unfortunately, she didn't reply back until July 22nd; she was locked out of her email because her phone was destroyed, and she couldn't remember the password. But I got her on Discord now.
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This ....QHHT session in Nov 2020......but more details sort of. Elidibus being sacrificed.
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June 10th
Well, I have made my choice. I gonna do psychic classes. That starts in September for 6 months (once a month class). The person of the Akashic records training is doing that. She is declared the best student of Dolores Cannon.
And yes, this actually costs a lot of money. But I earn good money at conventions. So I can put aside money for this.
Normally I would never pay such an amount of money (250€ per month) for any kind of training. But she has proven to be legit. And it feels right to do it.
She sends me what will be in it:
"So we will learn
· basics of connections
· what you're experiencing and why
· you don't need to see it at all. However, we will develop this and all the other senses.
· psychic
· channeling/trance (large focus on this )
· guides et
However, I won't be doing much on galactic collective beings as I already have tons of work in 6 months to get through, but I will be touching on this.
Also, a one-to-one soul assessment with me. I can go into this deeper with you."
Worth it, I say.
Hence all these back-to-school dreams, lol
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June 17th
I had 2 dreams with even a big interruption by going to the toilet.
I was on a different Planet. I was called an Avian fighter. Yet I was still human. But I was shooting things out of the air that invaded the area from the sky.
At first, in the first dream, I thought it was some kind of game. But in the second, came clear it was another planet. At the end of the second one, I was tired of fighting and wanted to take a break. I said to the people I was with I would come back in September. I sat down in a luggage room with backpacks. And meditated my way out by saying, "Take me to Etheirys," but that didn't work.
Me: "Ok, take me to Etheirys or Earth."
And by saying that a few times, I landed in the same room but looked slightly different when I was done.
Me: ah! I am somewhere else. Where I had a bunch of luggage there.
And pointed to the other side of the room. Where there was now a mirror hanging. The woman standing there didn't know what I meant.
I walked outside, and another woman with blond hair wanted to take me somewhere.
Me: which planet is this?
At first, she didn't hear me.
Woman: come, let's go.
Me: wait, what planet is this? Etheirys or Earth?
Woman: Earth.
Me: ah, too bad.
I walked with her a few steps. And the first woman came outside and said he was a dark curtain over there.
Somehow I knew this was a doorway to Etheirys.
Me: let me see!
But when I ran toward it. I woke up.
I left out many details about the other planet. It's simply too many other random things that were going on at the same time over time. But the main event was shooting something like paper bird planes that were invading and dangerous. We fought against them by shooting lasers. I was able to fly myself as well. But that was only used to escape. I mostly worked from the ground.
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June 18th
so that one new member of the old group before it fell apart. (birdnerd18) finally replied and asked why they didn't for so long. so yes, for as it now seems, that one still seems legit. I gave it some handles to work with to grow more spiritually. He seems to have an affinity with plants. And the words of Halmarut. I gave him the Akashic record training and the advice I gave Corvus in Aug 2022. now wait and see what happens next.
I wonder about the above dream on June 5th. The first half of the dream
Dms with Birdnerd (I will go with Birdy)
Me: to spare me your possible fake story in my Journal (which I am checking grammar for atm). Tell me honestly, were you there just to try to get into the group to investigate? I won't get mad or anything. I just don't want any bullshit in my Journal.
Birdy: No, I really do believe in Ascianity. I never responded to your messages because I was worried you would blame me for being the traitor even after they were found (I get anxious about being accused of things I didn't do due to some past issues). I still search for the truth in my soul, and even though there's no group, I believe that there are other Sundered souls out there who need help with finding their truths. I'm sorry for not reaching out and for pushing you away; I know it only makes me seem more like a liar, but I promise you everything I've said has been true.
Me: hmmm, ok. I will leave it in then. Did you come any further in your growth these past 2 years? Also, not sure if you found this one. But here is my Online weblog: https://Ascianity.wixsite.com/myAscianjourney
Birdy: I haven't made much progress; as I've mentioned before, I have little in the way of spiritual abilities. However, I have found a slight connection to plants and the Words of Halmarut, so I think I may have studied botany in my past life? I haven’t found a way to confirm this, however.
Me: I have helped someone in 2022. named Corvus in my Journal. https://Ascianity.wixsite.com/myAscianjourney/post/my-Ascian-journey-chapter-28-answers-to-questions-and-gained-a-student
Read this chapter and the conversations between Corvus and me. The things I recommended helped him to grow very fast, and he was able to communicate with his Guide (that works for Emet) very quickly. he himself comes from the 7th Shard and is still discovering bit by bit. Also, I can link you to Guided meditations that are saved on my google drive. Those are audio files you need to listen to with headphones. And make sure you will not be interrupted but other people or animals. Do you want those?
Birdy: I would love those, thank you. I'm on break from work and have to go back soon, but once I get off tonight (you'll probably be asleep because of time zone differences), I'll read that chapter and try out some of the things you mention.
Me: (linked the trainings) They are 1,5 hours each. But that is like a 5-10min intro and, in the end, 20min of Q&A. So mostly the training itself is an hour. I do recommend only 1 Training at a time. When you come to know yourself a bit more by doing the first 2. Then you can go to the third one. I originally paid for these. All I want in return is any experience you had with it.
Birdy: Of course. Anything I learn, I will share with you. Thank you so much for this.
Me: YW!
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June 19th
Just something funny
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June 21st
According to Elidibus, the Earth's transition to the 5D is happening. But it isn't completed until about 3 years. But still, all of mankind won't have fully transitioned to the 5D, just as in the Dolores Cannon books. Some people with go to the 5D, and some will remain in the 3D. This doesn't mean they will disappear; they just live on a higher frequency and can do stuff.
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June 22nd
What are the odds?! 11111. ( yes, I still see angel numbers daily)
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June 23rd
Omg, the operation that works for the CPS has closed the files of our son! If I am correct, we won't be bothered anymore.
Since February, I have asked for help on the Convocation with specific help to close the files. That's how long we were busy with those people. I kept praying to close the files.
When they started to somewhat threaten to take our kid, I asked Jezzah and TK's help to avoid letting it happen. Whatever they did, I can say we did it together! Tysm
(to harbor privacy, I will not tell the reasons, but I can tell you, it's not because of what I believe in. The only thing that happened was moving to his grandparents for better school education because the special needs school he was in before didn’t educate him at all and was just occupational therapy).
I know not every member helped. But forgot to write it down which ones it was. Iirc at least 8 of them helped. According to Linala, 11 have helped so almost everyone. Only Fandaniel and Emmerololth didn't help.
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June 27th
Funny. I had this in mind. But with a cutscene with Lahabrea and Elidibus in the game jail department to make them without hoods and masks. And as their ancient self. 3min ago.
Opened Tumblr* and immediately stumbled upon this.
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June 29th
lol, when checking chapter 24 real quick.
Dynamis
Dynamax (pokemon)
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Few DMs with Birdy
Me: hello. Did you manage to get anything?
Birdy: No, not yet. I've been trying every night this week before I go to bed because I had a premonition that I would receive some good news this week, but I haven't had any luck yet. I'm hoping for a breakthrough here in the next couple of days, though
Me: don't be disappointed if you get nothing. Just keep on trying. Eventually, you will get there.
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Dreams Of May and June
May 20th
I had a dream where it was said Nabriales died of depression. (but when?) it was only mentioned. The rest of the dreams was nonsense.
May 25th
after a long dream of nonsense and bringing a lost child back to Jezzah. At first glance, I saw that it looked like a cut scene, although I thought I saw (solus) Emet just sitting there on a chair outside at first.
Emet said to Venat (who was in the lifestream)
Emet: I will not be 130 sooner than in 2116. That's 91 years.
(assuming she was 130, recalculated the year count. Wtf 91? that's 93)
Venat (from the spirit world): *Giggles* that doesn't matter.
He smiled and disappeared into the afterlife.
I showed it to Jezzah (the cutscene, even though I was just there first).
Me: jezzah, you need to see this!
Jezzah: ohhh let it be Hydaelyn 2x
*end of cutscene*
Jezzah: yaaas
(apparently, I can't count in dreams because I calculated he would be 34 in SHB)
Me: I knew he was 34 at that time, so I was right. This also proves she is in the lifestream.
Then I wondered about Hydaelyn X Hades and woke up.
Now I wonder would Emet be 38/39 in SHB instead? (Ignore the shipping; it's irrelevant and wrong).
But that 130 is still weird.
It is possibly the age of how old they got. Eli later said 130-140. he had not experienced any older ancients than that.
May 31st
this dream was quite long, even though I wrote it down completely. I share only the last. Because that's all that matters.
I was in a large hall. Really huge. There was a lot to eat, and while you were eating at the table, there were performances, especially singing. I was a little warm and took off my purple vest. Then a girl started singing "to the edge." the first few sentences were all wrong, so I sang the correct ones. But after 2 sentences, she also sang the right ones, albeit the ones I sang.
But then she started singing correctly. I said to the person next to me.
Me: that's it. I'm going to pick him up.
And flew up. Near the ceiling, the other one said, ",Wait watch out for the ceiling."
Me: don't worry, I can get through it.
And I flew up layers, layers as in several ceilings. After several, I stopped and looked up at the ceiling above me, and several pictures of Elidibus appeared. They are not next to each other, but 1 replaced the other. Many different art of Themis variant. In the end, it stayed in the picture where he had more plain white hair but in a ponytail and came to life.
Eli: oh, you are here?
Me: yes, gimmie kiss.
We kissed very shortly.
I focused on the rest of his body. He wore white sophist robes but did not see his mask. I only saw him up to chest height.
Me: are you coming? they are singing Fate to the edge
I pointed down to the concert that was visible. He looked down (I think he was fully present now), but then I woke up.
June 14th
so I was watching TV, and suddenly it was about Lahabrea. Even though he was called Emet. Lahabrea looked like its ancient version, but the robes were more like a black folded cloth. Something like that the Greeks had on statues but with sleeves. So his whole body was covered except for his head and hands.
He was talking to someone who thought he was Emet. This person was angry and scared, I think. And threatened (I thought) and didn't believe that if he killed "Emet," then Emet would come back.
Man: I don't believe you! (scared voice)
Laha: Then kill me and see if I get back.
So that man killed Laha
Me: That's Lahabrea, not Emet.
Lahabrea fell into a hole behind him, the kind of hole where coffins are put.
2 seconds later, he came out unscathed, standing as upright as Dracula would. The man ran away.
Laha: I will get the real Emet.
Then the film was cut off, and the dream was about something else, but I wanted to continue watching that film. So I try to watch that movie somewhere. Eventually succeeds, I saw the same scene again, but then a scene where he bit (solus) Emet on the neck like Dracula. Then I went out.
Me: very strange that he acts like Dracula. Cool and all, but why is he biting Emet?
Later I ran into a girl and asked if she played FFXIV. So replied "Yes" and I explained what I had seen. Said was also surprised about the latter, and then I woke up.
June 22nd
so Elidibus' transformation (p11) was fought against by Y'shtola, Alisaie and Alphinaud.
I flew to him and grabbed his head with my hands from his right side. He turned his head to me, and I kissed him. Then I hovered in the air for a moment to watch. He got or already had 2 sets of extra arms (so 6 in total). Those extra arms were pinkish skin color.
Me: So he does have extra arms? he kinda looks like a spider.
(This was just a dream manifestation of its own.)
then Y'shtola and co wanted to attack me.
Now I'm not sure what happened. I thought I remembered Eli keeping them busy, and I was able to escape.
When I flew around the block to get back to Eli, I ran into them.
I cast a protective shield so they couldn't attack me.
Y'shtola kind of did the same with mirror force (Yugioh) like attack. It was meant to attack anyway. Both attacks/shields clashed against each other, but we persevered until, suddenly, the attacks veered to the side, and I flew off.
I saw Eli standing in the distance, turning right and disappearing behind something. A random person then came from there.
Me: *hmmm* (I doubted if the real one was still there or if it was just another fake eli dream)
once shaken off y'shtola, I flew towards where Eli had gone behind a large rock. I saw a lot of light coming from it. I knew he had changed back.
I quickly went to look behind the rock, and there he was, panting on the ground, and he was like Themis. I landed on the ground, picked up his upper body, and kissed him. Then he laid me on my back and was on top of me. He suddenly wore his white mask, gave me another kiss, and then I woke up.