June 6th
The art book of FFXIV Endwalker patches came out in Japan and some photos were shared on social media, though instead of using those pictures. I made them myself of the English one that was released later. Elidibus transformation and Amaurot convocation meeting room.
Surprisingly the Japanese meeting room (below) is slightly different especially the lamp on the ceiling, unless that pic is taken with a panorama view or some other lens:
But ummm I am counting 12 chairs instead of 14…….
Lahabrea said he was end 30's early 40's at the bottom left. And he recently became lahabrea there.
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June 7th
dream from my sis.
She was very shortly on Etheirys. Told by her originally in Dutch, translated by me.
Black hole dream
Gadget: It was evening and I could see the stars (I am a star-loving person)
The place where it started was our old house in Stadshagen. I had a gadget that allowed me to scan stars and it came up with all the information about how old the star was and what type. The gadget could scan everything in the universe, including the moon and the sun.
The story: I saw a star that had a big hole ( A blurry big hole ) and I didn't trust something and I was immediately afraid. Mom and Antonio were busy doing something in the garden and house. And I told them that the star is a black hole! But they said that's not the case and that I should stop talking nonsense. At that moment I went to grab the gadget (the Gadget looked like a sniper rifle, the direction lens provided all the information and I could see the star well from a great distance)
At that moment when I started pointing at the star, information came in with texts (Short texts with a lot of information. And I saw that the star was a very large black hole with an orange-yellow glow around it. Then I wanted to see that with my naked eyes so I put the sniper gadget away from my eyes. And after 3 minutes the black hole came a little bit closer. And I thought: Shit, is that thing getting closer? So I grabbed the gadget again and went aiming at the black hole. The gadget said the black hole was 150,000 light-years away.
But it felt like it was 55 lightyears away.
In the meantime, I kept looking at the black hole but the black hole kept getting closer and bigger and bigger so I didn't know what was happening but my feeling said we weren't safe so I put my gadget away. In the meantime, I looked at the gadget / checked just like what you do with the phone.
But suddenly our old house had become a very large grass square mixed with my old house. I warned all the people shouting: There is a black hole coming towards us, can't you see that?! People also started staring at the black hole, but so did Mom and Antonio. And then minutes later the black hole was almost at the earth and I was totally scared and I knew we were going to die but it was getting more dangerous by the minute. Because the black hole was very close. It was no longer 150,000 light-years away. I didn't want to grab my gadget anymore and I didn't want to know what distance the black hole was, because that would only make me more and more afraid. The size of the black hole varies in terms of distance, so unfortunately I can't explain that.
The black hole was now very close to the earth and I kept being scared and people kept talking about the black hole and their lives and they kept staring at the black hole. They accepted that they were going to die and I didn't accept that, my mother and Antonio didn't want to die either and didn't accept it either. We came to the realization that we were going to wait minutes to see what was going to happen.
At that moment I connected with something. (feeling or something)
I realized that not only the earth was in danger but also other lives of the entire universe.
Suddenly I was in a different place. I thought it was Earth but it probably wasn't.
It looked a lot like the woods and the village of Gridania (Final Fantasy XIV Online)
But it was dark but the black hole was also there. The lives of people from the other world I had ended up in were also in danger.
I stood there with many people in that Gridania-like spot. But the black hole also started to get closer, just like it did to the Earth.
But suddenly a young yellow Chocobo came running by (Hurriedly) and suddenly stopped.
So I was really like: Wtf?! I'm not on Earth??? And I literally realized I had entered a different world after those minutes later.
But I wanted to look at the young Chocobo but suddenly the young Chocobo had a power. The power was an orange-yellow electric glow. But the glow was all over the Chocobo's body. The Chocobo took off running a few steps during the glow in a short distance. Then the Chocobo started spewing electricity at the black hole.
In the meantime, I realized: Since when does a Chocobo have a power so I doubted whether the Chocobo was good enough for us (I was still in the other world) Meanwhile, I just kept watching the Chocobo spit electricity at the black hole. But the black hole had trouble existing. The black hole was destroyed by the electricity and started to withdraw, and suddenly the black hole was gone. So it was safe in that world.
After the black hole, the young Chocobo started running away to where he came from.
I was happy for that world that they were safe but I realized that my own world wasn't safe so I started trying to get out of there. Suddenly I was back in my own world. And I saw that black hole again. All I thought about was that young Chocobo who stopped the black hole.
And I realized that Chocobos don't exist on Earth so we couldn't stop the black hole and I still didn't accept that I was going to die there.
My feeling was that I had to stay on Earth and not in that Gridania-like place (another world) because I wanted to stay on Earth even if there was a black hole.
And the black hole kept getting closer. And suddenly I had another dream.
About the gadget in my dream: The gadget is based on the SkyView Lite app. The gadget does not exist in real life. But in my dream, that app has become a sniper gadget.
That was the dream.
She said it was this chocobo: see pic. But no brown feathers, completely yellow And the feathers on his head, wings and tail were kind of fluffy and not as sharp as in the photo. They were more like cute feathers. ( young adult chocobo with fledgling feathers?)
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June 10th
so it's like raining all day here. And I haven't seen my cat much either so I thought she was outside. Eli said she was inside, but usually, my cat would search me up for attention if she was inside or if the window is closed to beg to go outside. So I didn't believe him at first. So just now. I went upstairs and she was indeed inside, sleeping on my bed. So Eli was right lol.
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June 12th
Lahabrea's constellation on his convocation stone. So i.o.w the actual constellation. Since the constellations are rearranged compared to Earth
So regarding above. We needed to do a meditation. What color your guide has and what gift they gave you. So yeah Lahabrea has a blue color, I cannot say what particular blue that was tbh. Bit of cobalt like? I do recall he mentioned that before. So the gift he gave me was to show his convocation stone with the above constellation in it. I recognized the V shape of the Pisces constellation in it and asked if it was his stone. I got a yes. This was a beautiful confirmation about the constellations being different on Etheirys, or rather rearranged, as you can see the V-like shape is still there, but there are other stars connected to it.
Second meditation practice. I saw the old version of him, I saw mostly his facial hair and grey hair on the head. And he gave me a golden yellow-like potion as a gift/object. That means I have the powers and knowledge to get what I want. Or something similar to that.
But um yeah I need to work with Lahabrea now for the entire course now lol. Needed to practice with him anyway.
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June 14th
In-game ancient trees.
What I created with candle holders, constellation jewellery box and fluffy duffy okodama plants
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June 16 dream
The reason I put this one here is that it's relevant for Dawntrail which got released later this month
so the dream was first busy with other shizzle until I was on Etheirys. I was on a big bare grass plain and saw a symbol come out of the sky. I first thought it was an ascian glyph, but that turned out not to be the case.
It looked a bit like a bird with some swirly lines in the wings, I don't remember the bottom/tail.
This came closer to right in my face.
Me: oh this is from Dawntrail awesome!
Then another symbol that looked like the sword logo of Alexandria upside down but I didn't know that yet.
Me: oh that has to do with that girl in dawntrail.
(I don’t recall any wings but the sword with the 2 swirls around it, definitely)
this was also shoved in my face and disappeared.
Then in the distance very briefly something like this:
(eli doesn't know what that is either).
Then a small plane came that was controlled from a distance. The engines were not like here on Earth. They emitted blue light (aether?) to move forward. (Eli says while I'm writing this that it's indeed from Etheirys).
The plane landed and I opened the door.
Me: oh you have to crawl in? Oh no, it's remote-controlled.
Then I thought it was for bringing supplies or something. (Eli confirms that).
Then I jumped up and was in space.
Me: oh I'm finally in space, awesome.
I saw the planet Etheirys very briefly. And then I saw other planets. 1 was similar to Mars, with red-brownish land and here and there a small sea/ocean.
Then something that looked like Venus in color. But still with oceans, large ones even like here on Earth.
(Eli says that the Venus look-a-like has life. But no humans ”yet”.
The red planet only has a little life along the small sea).
Then I saw a small Pluto-like.....star. This one was really considerably smaller and looked more like an asteroid lol. Then I was back on Earth and told people about these planets. Then some more nonsense and then I woke up.
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June 17th
So I did a challenging practice just now with Lahabrea. (for context he and I use the old version of the term gender, so male or female like what nowadays is called "sex" by Gen Z and younger)
he commented on the fact they don't care about the gender of their host. To some extent it is true. But most and thus far none of them changed for example a woman host to their own male appearance.
" Why go through all the hassle of changing the body's gender if we can just grab a man, (if they are a man he meant). Why waste a huge amount of energy on that to begin with"
" the sundered never chose the opposite gender. The sundered will change their appearance on what they are comfortable with. No, not as how they looked like as ancients, but mostly their last incarnation"
Matching the gender obviously, he said that in different words.
(Eli said yesterday the Unsundered will always choose male)
Even though this session was 20-30 minutes there often times my mind got too occupied and I needed to shut down my mind again before he could clearly speak through me to make sure no invalid answer would come through...
Eli adds; fandaniel not changing to Amon is for obvious reasons.
So in short the sundered choosing a host (not to be confused with re-born) will be a matching gender of what they once were in their last incarnation. And The Unsundered are always Male.
(in addition to the newly revealed Ultimate raid whereby Mitron possesses Ryne, is not canon and did not happen for real. Then again Mitron was originally female as ancient so yeah if it was real it would have been an exception, but it didn't really happen so yeah.)
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June 18th
Saw this last night and got...really emotional.
I miss him.
Me: According to Elidibus nabs will try to get here as well.
You can help him by saying a manifest Mantra. For 3 min long 3x a day.
(I gave some manifest sentences as examples of what she should do to make it happen. Which I am not gonna share, it’s personal and contains details I am not allowed to share)
I hope this motivates you to do it and gives you some comfort. Remember it will take a while. The unsundered as when everything goes to plan will come at the end of this decennia, then some others will come. I am very determined at least.
(she replied to it in July)
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June 20th
Short dm with TK via Twitter
Me: check this
TK: Interesting. One of my friends on here is a pagan and makes jewellery with different gems and such in them, she made a phoenix one and posted just now, kinda want it lol. I got a dragon protection one off of her.
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June 25th
When I said to eli, "Can you teleport to Etheirys with it?"
He laughed XD
( I recommend checking the link, the crystal isn't as big as you see here, check the comments for people who got themselves with it on the pictures.)
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So we have a face reveal of the possible elidibus character in Pokemon Horizons. Yet they inserted Emet's solus role on the white-haired dude check the second pic with the Garlean empire logo ripoff on his belly lol. and Amet is his grandson. The fact that later Amet is considered a failure because he helped Liko. Indicates he has a Varis role (the failure part, as Solus Emet never considered Varis (his grandson) anything worthy, yet at the same time he has the Emet role from Shadowbringers helping the “hero”
Elidibus said; that Emet had too much input.
They just mixed 2 unsundered in the blender and this mix-up came out. Like what the hell.
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June 26th
a session with Rachel from channelling classes
Nothing too eventful, but she channelled the info that I could see things like Triona said back in May in the previous channelling group, and something with writing. Well yeah, that's correct lol. And surprisingly a good trust connection to the source (god/creator), that was it.
So I acknowledge the existence of Yahweh (god) and Yeshua (Jesus), and only pray to them when In absolute despair, like losing the only car key from my dad’s van at a convention last weekend. Omg, I prayed the hell out of it.
My ex who is my business partner for conventions was keeping the key with him in his pockets. At the end of the first day, when we left our stand walking toward the exit, he wanted to search for a certain bag and went back to our stand (couldn't find it). We would think it fell out of his pockets during the search right? But after feeling those afterwards they were so deep nothing could have felt out to begin with. So when we arrived at the van. He discovered the key was missing. He said he could have sworn he still had the key when checking out for the parking tickets. So he walked all the way back, and I stayed at the van, praying to god and Jesus to help him find the key. I even asked anyone of the Convocation to help out as well. Iirc all 3 of the Unsundered helped out.
My ex while searching was also praying the hell out of it. I called the convention owner to check with her if she found anything or if someone had brought a missing key to the lost and found. And there wasn't any. She suggested the venue's lost and found itself (as the building is not just de con but also many other things) so I called my ex to do that, No success.
Eventually, he went back to our stand 1 more time and the key was there in an open space behind our stand (space between the tables and the wall) ready to be found, like a key on an empty table it was presented but in this case the ground. He called me he had found it and told above. He said he also prayed to god and Jesus to help find the key. So luckily that ended well.
So apparently I do have a good connection and got confirmed via Rachel.
Triona's feedback on what my powers are and should be capable of.
Triona: Ayane I am picking, although I know some stuff from you already. My 5 things for you, who I would say your clairaudience, then your clairvoyance although you don't think it is. Clairvoyance-seeing. Another superpower for you is astral travelling and out-of-body experience, your ability to be quite blindfolded, this is a compliment, because you are quite single focused on what you see, and what you get from them when you are astral travelling at night. When you go working with them and you get some information and you just deliver ya know, without "why did a do that, what does this mean?" not questioning to bit, you're just like; ok, ok. Amazing power. Your potential block I do feel an inner child, I do feel it goes back to Dad and Mom if I am honest. I feel they picked out each other. And I feel they want always show the support you need. Like "You can do it come on" rather than the "Oh you failed but that's difficult let's have another try" almost kind of scenario. I feel what's left in you to be A: a bit of a fighter "like that I gonna show them I can do that, I gonna show every person say I can’t do it, by to do it”, just wonderful. But I have also felt a block of you not always dropping that shield that will allow the people in. I know that's relationships and relationships with guides. So it's almost like you expect them to work for you instead of a blending of the 2. That's what I feel what is unconsciously is happening. Now I gonna ask them if I am right. And what do they think. Ok so give me a moment.
Me: ok, ok
Now she will do a channelling through voice which I mostly do, so her guides are speaking, well in this case some convocation members spoke over there, I am certain, maybe Venat as well.
Triona: you see 5, she is 500, she is a multidimensional being, capable of so much more than she can possibly fathom, more than you can possibly fathom, she is limitless, she is achieving everything she set out for. She is doing so much more that could ever be expected or asked her to be. She is always divine she is always perfect. Her talents far reach beyond anything your conscious mind can possibly comprehend, she has the capabilities of moving through sound, through matter. Through thought. Yet she hasn’t tapped into this yet, but she has the ability to achieve so much more that she wants to achieve. She is her greatest [inaudible]. She puts herself under pressure, yet all we see her do is achieving, she is one of us. She is capable of moving or flowing, she is here that’s what matters, she made that decision that we are so proud of many many years ago. She is longing for sweet understanding. We feel sad in our hearts, that she feels sad about us. You want her to know that we will always be there. That we are with her originally, they are with her when we tap her, here we play with her clock or play with her watch. She doesn't understand and she questions, that's what we love. That's her superpower. You see limitations we see limitless, you see time, we see timelessness, you see a physical body, we just see her as this powerful energy being of light who is here to serve and to love.
Then she woke up from her channelling.
Triona: that was really embarrassing (wiping away tears) I hate crying this way of this kinda thing, ok they see you as perfect clearly, right? So everything I said about you is completely wrong. Because they just see you as God walking across or Jesus walking across the ocean which is very beautiful. I did see in my mind eye almost like a ring a few of them like a ring. And I know it like nothing to do with personality though it did feel masculine, but it wasn’t a personality but multiple kinds of voices. And I just saw this ring almost like it's silver with little um, yeah silver diamonds connection each one of these. I don't know what that means but something in that. Ok, any questions?
Me: you said you had multiple voices?
Triona: yeah it’s like multiple in one. It’s hard to explain, it’s like um it’s not 1 personality, it’s like a collective consciousness communicating at the same time. It's hard to explain but it's multiple as one.
Then she continued about her experience to use as an example to explain to feel your guides etc. back to lesson stuff. But what I know is that the Convocation communicates with what you are familiar with. If you think they will communicate as a whole as a collective consciousness they will do so. So they used that with Triona. While they definitely are their own persons with personalities.
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June 27th
Does someone know about the Nier universe? Elidibus said it doesn't exist. But has pieces from Etheirys in it. Like the reincarnation version with ancient stuff.
Even though I received this question from someone on my weblog. But the person brought up the infinite possibilities that I will still exist. So yeah in some other reality. But this current dimension of this universe, not in that way at least. But hey, interdimensional creatures that can contact us via the astral realm exist. So perhaps there are people who can connect with Nier universe beings who knows? But it’s not really my topic to go into the infinite possibilities kind of thing, it’s just too much.
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June 30th
Dm’s with TK
Me: I guess nothing exciting about Ascians or ancients yet. I know you are farther ahead than me though. What if Koana is Deudaplon's reïncarnated source piece?
TK: The only big lore drop atm I got to is that the gate to the city of gold is actually linked to another shard and Krille is from there instead of the Source. I'm getting to stuff soon so something may happen soon.
Me: Hopefully...
Then why Yoshi hammered on the convocation names if none are in it? I guess the patches...
I hope you also come to know which shard that is. Because eli said we were going to the 4th but not now. And we have only the 8th, 9th and 11th left.
I think 9 in this case because of solution 9
Let me know anything you came to know. I don't mind spoilers.
(5h later) how far are you now?
Oh, Alexandria is also from FF9! 9th shard it is!
So with the 24-man raid, we will have an 11th Shard visit probably. And then we have the 8th and 4th left. I god damn hope for the 4th to be a whole expansion like SHB.
I assume you are at the end or have already finished it? Do you have anything to report or lahabrea, since iirc he said the Golden City would have a link to the ancients or something. Correct me if I am wrong.
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July 1st
Dm’s with TK
TK: I'm not at the end. I've been kinda not rushing
Me: Oh I thought the city of gold was the last area?
TK: it is. But you go to the gate after a dungeon but don't go in.
Group post:
Zio: Sorry I've been absent again. More stupid health stuff
(I will skip the details, but it is the major reason she is so absent, eventually, I asked about the manifest things)
Me: Have you read the [redacted] stuff?
Zio: Yes! Sorry. Like I said I've just been so tired I forgot to respond.
Me: Ah!
Zio: It's exciting and feels so...incredible. Almost hard to believe.
Me: Ikr. If I didn't have that session with that practitioner it wouldn't give me this ultra confirmation. That Elidibus is gonna do this. And drag Laha and Emet with him.
So yeah Eli said Nabs will come as well.
So manifesting [redacted] for them is essential to make it happen
Zio: I've been doing the manifesting when I get periods alone, so hopefully it has helped.
I know it will take time all the same.
Me: Yeah just keep doing it whenever you are alone. It will take time. Don't stop after a few times. Manifesting takes time, the longer you continue the stronger it will get.
Also, make sure to believe in it. Is the most powerful.
Zio: Yes, of course. I remember reading before that's a big part of manifesting.
Me: good!
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July 2ndAnd 3rd
I am stuck on the instance when you fight as wuk lamat... Can't defeat that asshole not even on very easy
Next day
thank god I got past it. It's funny that lahabrea said yesterday I need to do more damage. So I did more ranged attacks to deliver that tiny bit more to get the 3rd LB.
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July 4th
I get weird anxiety vibes from this. I know these are coming from Solution 9/golden city but I had dreams in the past, aliens hunting for me or me hunting and killing them. So yeah...
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July 5th
Dm’s with TK
Me: Pls let me know what lahabrea has to say about it. If it was indeed a failed rejoining or not. Elidibus said it was indeed an attempt, but didn't work out. But I wanna make sure he doesn't answer in my favour- can you ask Lahabrea?
TK: Nah I finished, but I didn't really want to spoil anything.
You find out later that the Lalafells from that shard (that Alexandria is from) were ALSO from another shard that I think got hit with ice and they moved to Alexandria's shard. Then because of I think their works they found that one electric ore and that caused their rejoining.
In essence, I think DT is ARR to the next arc: at the end, you are given the key. During the final fight, it actually shows the Azem symbol. Lahabrea will tell me this one: the key is some plot that Azem did when they found out about both Venat's plan to sunder and Elidbus becoming Zodiark's heart and before they got sundered themselves they made that.
What the plan is (the key apparently can do the reality fusion) idk
Also, Sphene's crown really looks like some glyph
Also one of the post msq dungeons uses the Hades model for a boss, but it's hilarious what it is.
Me: but there were several years between elidibus becoming zodiark and venat sundering the planet.
Originally that is. Only when the wol visited Elpis, that created another timeline of the past. Which caused a way sooner sundering because venat knew already.
In the original timeline, nobody knew what was to come. And there were 7 years between elidibus sacrificing himself and the sundering.
So is lahabrea only talking about the game plots. Or how it actually happen in the added timeline?
TK: Yeah but Azem left before the Zodiark stuff happened I thought.
Me: yes that is correct. I became azem when the defector left at that point. Maybe she did things as a defector then?
TK: I think that's what it means
100% the key is a product of Azem
When you use the crystal to summon your team the key glows with the Azem symbol and then you get it.
Also, have you seen the new crystal graphics? Looks yummy XD.
Me: I saw it on Twitter! But is it just game plots or the added timeline? You weren’t really clear with "yeah"
TK: Added
Me: ok!. That is clear at least.
TK: Lahabrea said to just wait, the patch msq is going to be kicking off a lot of stuff, and don't worry. This was like the basis so the things could get set up to be shown.
Me: yeah I mean, he said they would return this expansion XD. Even Corvus's friend confirmed that so PLS XD.
TK: The last area had me crying I won't spoil it though
Me: yeah not there yet. :P But be open for discussing things after pls.
TK: Where are you at?
Me: solution 9, just delivering energy tonics to Genolt> Gerolt lol
TK: Me when I saw him: smh XD
Me: XD
TK: And the Rowena Lol. Did you see the kid yet? I forgot when that was
Me: who is the Rowena then? Shale?
that baby lizard yes
TK: Yeah, do you know who's kid that is?
Me: I take a guess, from Zoraal ja.
TK: Who did he fuck XDD
Me: IKR
TK: They NEVER say. Can't be sphene cause what she is
Me: I was wondering the same yesterday. "who did he fuck?"! But they never say who it is from?
TK: Nope
Me: WEIRD
TK: The kid is important for later but they never say who his mom is.
Me: really odd
it's like who is Ash Ketchum's dad all over again.
But then who is the mom.
TK: My partner was like "Guess Sphene did?" before we knew and I went "... That's a big size difference" xD
*before we knew Sphene couldn't
Me: yeah, she digitalized herself. So far I peeked at a little scene on YT.
TK: Yeah she's a digital memory
I was quite happy that G'raha came tbh lol
Me: yeah IKR, I never thought I would actually miss him though.
I was happy he mentioned emet at least XD.
TK: It is because he has his experience with the First
He really has that angle.
Me: yeah
TK: There's a long cutscene soon that you're getting to that I loved lol
Me: so the 9th shard cause an all-most rejoining by using electrobes and such.
TK: yeah
Me: ah then I misinprented the message from eli. I thought he said "sort of attempt" but I guess it was "sort of rejoining but we didn't do that" Often I can't fully figure out the whole sentence. Ty for correcting things.
TK: Yeah. Also, there was a calamity with Alexandria, that almost caused a rejoining. Then well... You'll find out with the key lol.
Also, I wanna share this one, I was doing a side quest near where those cat Indians live at and the game glitched lol.
Me: what the hell XD
TK: It was only that spot lol
Also, I'm glad they used that mount in the msq that's one of my favourites lol.
Me: yeah when I saw these. I was like. Wait isn’t that bird of elpis?
TK: Yeah there's some there and there's one in Bozja as a Notorious Monster.
Me: ohhh
The chat continued for some time but not really things about what really happened and such, just gameplay.
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July 6th
Me: Though if, kriles parents were from another shard then the 9th. Could they be from the 5th and escaped the rejoining? Because Krile is an FFV character. Anyways goodnight.
TK: no what I meant by that was their people were from another. Her parents were born on the 9th.
Me: Oh ok! Jesus I wished they made amaurot as big as the last area
wait, how can a digital memory that doesn't have a living body cry?
TK: I dunno lol
Me: XD But I really hope for a side expansion when we play as azem pre-sundering. And have Amaurot as big as a complete zone.
TK: Me and my one friend I play with were trying to theorize that the game would do what another game we play did. In that game, you had a type of suit you can change depending on your play style, but after their story for a bit, you get a screen to create your actual character that's piloting them. I want them to do that with Azem lol.
Me: yeah I had the idea, that the wol somehow landed in a dream. But doesn’t know it’s a dream in the beginning. And "dreams" everything from the past. And ofcourse indeed creating a new appearance.
Like you see yourself only from the back first with hood up. "you look in the mirror and see how you look like"Enter creating character set up lol,
TK: Yeah! The first area of Living Memory is Twilight Town from KH lol. At least it really has that feel.
Me: ah. I never really played KH. i tried the 1st or 2nd one. but didn't stick with me.
TK: Then second area is Disney.
Me: lol
(some time later)
Me: omg it is Disneyland XD
TK: Disney Lol
Me: yeah. Those 3 children! 9th shards from the ones on the First! patch 5.3 kids
Krile's parents are from the 6TH shard.
Interesting "the Speaker" on the 6th shard yet not Lahabrea I take it.
The reason they couldn't return was because the shard was rejoined with the source.
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July 7th
Me: Btw have you read the [redacted] stuff? In the group?
Elidibus will do so. And takes Emet-selch and lahabrea with him. Will take some time before it happens though.
I spoke with lahabrea about it a few times. And he said he didn't mind, and would probably choose a body of similar age as the one Eli chooses. And Emet is still complaining lol. Also, lahabrea would visit you he said.
What does lahabrea say to you about this?
Or don't you believe in it?
TK: I don't know if this country is gonna be alright by that time... but I sure hope so.
Me: they are here to help
they gonna help to put everything on its proper course.
Ah, I see. The key responded to the azem crystal.
TK: yeah that's what I was talking about lol. I hope you like that one game show that they have to get their body through a wall coming at them, cause that's one of the mechanics :p
Me: ah ok.
TK: Also Lahabrea has said something about it, but he didn't say the time. Just that one time in the future he wanted to be able to do that with Eli and Emet.
Me: yeah, the end of this decade is the fastest timeline, it could take longer. and I am fully aware of that. But I just keep manifesting for eli at least. Because when eli has one, the other 2 will follow. And some sundered as well. Just not all.
TK: He said that some of the people that they talk to will help with stuff, maybe possibly be there when they are able to get the bodies, but of course, things can keep us from being where we need to be until they come.
Me: yeah
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A small and quick QHHT session held by Filip
From the notes I wrote down during the session:
I saw the impact of Hydaelyn hitting Zodiark that caused the sundering. I saw the sundering and my soul being sundered into 14 pieces. Elidibus showed a box, and a grey convocation stone was in it. Deudaplon will be in Raid or Patch content in this expansion.
100 years into the future. I didn’t really had a body but asked for it. I saw Elidibus vaguely beside me and we were looking at potential host bodies on etheirys from the astral plane. The last day was when we left our bodies.
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July 8th
so I went to the grocery store. and at the end, I asked Elidibus. "do I need anything more?"
somehow I felt a very slight sensation of my body being steered in a certain direction.
I noticed he steered me toward the washing detergents. I wanted to go left instead of going there. But I was being corrected. So I went along with it. Further into the washing detergents department, there was Windex I needed. Even though I already found some back this morning. I bought it anyway.
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July 10th
Reading session with Vincent and Karni
Karni pulled this card:
Karni: what I get from this card is strength a lot of inner strength and also, I get age, like you are a very old soul, that has been here many many times, over and over and over again. Different voice perhaps. I also get the actual probability that the uniqueness of you and um it’s like something recon about you. On this, I feel that in your current life, you are not really resonating with any of this, but you didn't cause a person to feel. That you know within yourself that you know who you are. You know who your soul is. But you are not getting feedback of the environments, but you just, I think many of us like you don't belong here or don't exactly fit here like most people. I get that you have like an important and very unique mission at this time and I am seeing a lot of strength in you it has come over from difficulties, hardships perhaps over several incarnations. You have a special gift, you have something in you that needs to erupt, and it would be very helpful to the world. You have some information or something that is like enlightening for all of us. For most of us. And it needs to come out. It really does need to, it feels like it is ready to come like, it like it's ready to come out of the oven. I am feeling you are feeling not as confident about it. That you have some apprehensions about it. Even though, like I said, I am seeing it very clearly the strength and the readiness of you to present the world with your gift. With whatever that is that you got information of. And the readiness to as to receive it. And it comes through old wisdom through years and many incarnations of becoming who you are. And you are very unique in this reality.
Triona: that’s fab Karni but she’s not going to believe that. Go feel into that. Go deeper. I will see you unique in this incarnation, what abilities, how is she unique, what is she here to do with all of that.
Karni: I am feeling and seeing she’s got some information within her, she needs to somehow express and it needs to come out for the rest of us to, to get to know it, to absorb it. And perhaps it would help us to live our lives better knowing this information is unknown to us. And it feels to me like, it is fully ready to be presented to the world. I am seeing a bit of apprehension of Ayane’s side.
Triona: what is the best way she can let it out. What she can do with that.
Karni: you see, I know she is a writer and I know she writes and stuff. That she is writing some fabulous unique information that she gets.
Triona: I get you, so how would say, show me the card. So I know Ayane that you write I already know this information is coming up for me is something new. Either a new way of her writing or something additional to her writing or something completely different. So I know you are already doing this because consciously we know but feel into that and help you share this energy Karni. Feel into that, what else your soul want to tell her, something else is another way she can reach this information to the world, there is another way.
Karni: what I am seeing is like, I have seen this before as well, I don't know why I didn't say. She needs to go on some sort of radio or television show and be exposed to the world that way. I don't know why I didn't say it. It's because I know she is a writer so I collected it with writing. But I feel she needs to be on television like an opera or something like that. This way the world gets to know her and see her writing and her work. Or a radio show or something like that.
( me: omg podcasts like mentioned before by others, streaming shit and such)
Triona: well done well done. So Ayane we already know that you are writing we know you have this book. But it’s about taking the next step. You see that card is like 2 halves, you’re done half, and you are halfway there. This is about the next step. And that is taking a way of the writing and letting the world you need speaking to share this could be videos this could be tv, this could be conferences, doing talk shows. And this is about you now standing on top of the world to speak about what you write. Your books and your writing won’t get you too far, because you need to put your voice and your energy behind it. That is what this is saying.
Me: ok.
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What I send later after training in the WhatsApp group:
Ok so I have information but that would be the secret subject I am not allowed to talk about. However, this information is only about Elidibus and what he is gonna do at some point in time. More I just cannot say. Though I probably can say when he succeeds I will definitely live stream shit, like Julia Cannon does every Friday. But this all will take at least half a decade for it to happen, IF it even happens that is.
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July 13th
Dm’s with TK
Me: Ishikawa might want to quit working for the game. Read screenshot.
I am afraid the accuracy of the story will definitely drop if she does. And John who said in 2021 the accuracy would drop in the future will be correct on this one. I also feel DT is less accurate already. I wonder if even the new story writer would let the unsundered come back.
Twitter reply: Exactly this. Her role was only supervisory this time around, not lead writer. The amateur mistakes are painfully visible, but this might be necessary for them to learn and grow because maybe Ishikawa wants to retire from the game.
The thing John said back in 2021
John: This is correct I got through 76%. But it can go lower depending on the creative power and the money power, (SE totally ranged in my head as the money power) I said square enix is the money power. And he said the money power affects the accuracy and can take it down to 59%, 47% and he mentioned even lower, then I said that Endwalker would be the last part of the hydaelyn and zodiark story at the end of November. And they'll start a new story after that. John: Then it even drops to 27%
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(though it is not the money power problem I think atm but a creative power that took a step back)
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TK: lahabrea says not to worry about it and that they will eventually be back in the game later. They specifically still talk to most of the staff. This was just a setup for future events.
Me: Ah good ty. Though not every one of the staff will be as open to receiving every detail. Like Ishikawa. Will there be a bit of a drop in accuracy? Shb and EW were 76%
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July 14th
The picture on the right is from FFXIV Dawntrail. According to Eliidbus, these beings do exist on Etheirys.
Is there a chance of those ancient earth civilizations yeeted off to Etheirys some way or another and became a tribe or something. Like Mamool ja.
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July 16th
Just did the raids. That storyteller at the end. Could that be Altima but re-incarnated as a guy? So i.o.w this is not a host body but born into that body like Gaia.
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July 17th
It's always so nice I can send linala to get Eli when I have trouble sleeping, he can let me sleep so fast.
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July 21st
The more Johnny Depp I see, the more he starts to look like Solus Emet. Especially with his hair loose. If I see this correctly he has Emet’s haircut now.
What's next, a white hair bang?
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July 24th
So I spoke with emet a bit just now.
I had a personal question about our short-lived love relationship as ancients. That came to light in that dream years ago.
We didn't have any sex or things related to that except for kissing. However, due to our big age difference, the relationship didn't last long. Iirc I asked earlier ( 2 years ago???) that it was only a few weeks that it lasted.
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This is so awesome.
Lee Harris knows about the convocation of fourteen.
The email I sent:
Hello, I just saw this YT video you were in: https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=t19UQ90wDuc and I was wondering if the Z's know anything about the Convocation of Fourteen from the planet Etheirys (also written as Ætherys). I'm mostly in contact with this Council of my home planet. mainly the leader and the 2 other highest-ranked ones. They are with 13 in the astral while the 14th member (also called by the title Azem) re-incarnates. There is 1 Azem member on the home planet, and me on Earth. So a shared title of the 14th member Azem. More I won't say in advance. I would like to know what the Z's know about them, about us. Kind regards Ayane Firebird
The response:
Dear Ayane, Thank you for your email. We do know of the Fourteen. I apologize that Lee is not able to respond to you directly. We wish you the best on your journey! Best, Meredith.
Unfortunately, I wasn't able to further contact them I did send my weblog link to them and Meredith has forwarded it to Lee. But further contact is not possible. Oh well perhaps in 5 years lol.
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Some random info about how much bigger Etheirys is compared to Earth.
The outer circle is Etheirys. Inner circle Earth.
Even though the last training was absolute garbage. Had house flies crawling over my skin the entire session and just couldn't see or travel (via mind as I can't astral travel yet).
Though at the moment Triona said, "they (council of your planet) call you by name. I thought they would call me Ayantano. But at the moment I was at Aya, they said Azem instead very clearly.
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July 28th (Quilitus's Soul BDay)
So yeah I had my Astral son over for the day. We all went together to the supermarket and Quilitus choose the things for the cake. He chooses the sprinkles. I didn’t do this with my RL son around lest you understand. Only with my ex, and well Eli obviously.
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Dreams of June and July
June 27th
I don't remember exactly how it started, but we had to go grocery shopping. My ex went to play with the kids in the rain.
And he told the kids that I was out, but I think he changed into a childhood friend of mine afterwards.
Anyway, eli and I got out of the car where the kids were.
Child: oh he said you couldn't come, that you were out.
Me: no, we have to go grocery shopping.
I grabbed clothes from the car and put them on a clothing hanger. Everything got wet but that wasn't the point.
Kids were across the street
kids: Ha! Go and kiss your sweetheart then hahahahaha.
(this is a reference to my childhood friend that really happened. Just because we were good friends and nothing more, even when we were older nothing happened in that regard. still, we were teased about it when we were children)
me: ok, (thinking) i'll show you who my sweetheart is. I walked to eli who was talking to someone. We gave each other a kiss and then a hug. Suddenly something was stuck on my face, that clothing hanger had turned into a shoulder bag that was stuck on my face. (dream error lol) . Which made my upper lip a bit harder as it made my lip stretch downward from the side. But this didn't bother me. It was so heavenly to kiss eli and give him a hug. I could also feel his comforting energy during the hug. It was so him.
Then I woke up
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July 6th
this dream was really weird. I was with someone (dark skin color, similar to Hermes) and black wavy hair. I got lahbarea vibes from him, but he wasn't him.
I don't remember everything but in the very beginning I entered my player name "ayantano" (name of my higher self)
but the 2nd name wasn't Azem, it looked like Shepherd? Strange.
I wasn't a convocation member yet that's for sure.
so I was somewhere in ancient times (I think)
it looked a bit like Elpis but it wasn't. And earthly things were mixed in.
And here I can't remember well for a piece until I saw a scene from the game where venat spoke to the WoL.
Me: see she's not completely gone!
Man I was with: of course not, she still exists, in spirit.
me: IKR
Then something vague about his fish pet. that looked like the striped Tatsugiri Pokemon but no bigger than 5cm.
He brought him everywhere in a bag with water. After some things that I don't remember, at one point I had to carry the fish too. But the scene after that it turned out to have died.
We were in a room
me: yeah I can't recreate it
man: wait, creation magic.
Me: oh, of course, forgive my human brain we have creation magic.
So he started making a new fish. And I went to try out creation magic. However, that was nothing more than changing a drink in a glass of color. Someone else showed me how to do it.
After that, we went somewhere and did activities at an event. Unfortunately, I don't remember what actually. after that, we were in an empty building and had telepathic sex for a very short time although his dick was as wide as my palm 8-10cm
after that, we went on a trip and we were in a vehicle that flew. Kind of boat that floated in the air.
Me: where are we going
Man: This is our honeymoon to bring you home. But check the time of your world ayantano, not much time has passed. Yet here you would be able to smoke by now, by how long you have been here.
me: why would I smoke, weird
I enjoyed the view, we flew past a train.
Me: so that train takes me back?
Man: yes. We will turn around over there and then you can take the boat to the train.
So we flew a bit further went with a turn to the right and saw 2 inflatable boats that sailed with an MSQ logo floating above them towards the train.
Then I woke up.
According to eli, he could have been a friend who secretly had a crush on me. But according to eli, I didn't have a boyfriend in ancient times. I mentioned a lot of who it could be but definitely not a convocation member in any case. Oh, and Hermes has brothers, but they weren't it either.
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July 11th
after a situation where a device captured me and I escaped. I turned into the phoenix with a fire explosion in the air. I flew away. Despite my phoenix form slowly disappearing, I just flew on like a bird.
I heard Lugia's song from very far away.
Ho-oh turned out to be nearby.
Me: I must capture it.
A while later after searching.
Me: Lugia I know you are there where are you?
I hear Lugia's song a bit louder and from a certain direction.
Wondering a lot if I was going the right way, I finally came to a building with all terrariums of unevolved Pokemon. I flew from top to bottom and Ho-oh's ball was at the bottom. It was a decorated master ball, black with gold phoenix feathers and some swirls for decoration.
But I couldn't reach it. Lugia's song had stopped and I went around the corner of the building
and there was one of those stone memory statues you see in Dawntrail. I did something and a stone tablet flew out, like the one you put the keystones in. but I couldn't read it.
Me: is there a Mamool Ja who can help me?
M: yeah me!
He jumped off his stone throne like something and I walked over to him.
Me: I can't read it, can you decipher it?
M: you have to put your fingernail in it.
But those 3 little holes in the stone were for mamool ja nails. He put his nail in it.
A stone fist came out.
M: and now this (he did something to activate the stone hand) and then you have to wait until it sticks out its middle finger like it's saying "fuck you".
Then a tan glowing finger came out of the fist.
m: now you have to wait until Lahabrea says it's ok to use it.
Me: huh? Where is he then?
I waited for a moment but heard nothing. I then went to get the ball and it worked the terrarium opened. I flew towards where Ho-oh would be. Eventually, I found it but turned into something that looked like the phoinix of Pandaemonium with a humanoid body and fought a Charizard or something.
Me: I will capture you. Return to your ball!
Ho-oh beast looked at me. I threw the ball. The ball kept floating when I hit it but didn't open.
Ho-oh tapped the button of the ball with its beak when it opened a little bit, I woke up.
According to Eli the last part so when I have the ball is a Pokemon vision maybe they will soon encounter one of the six heroes again. and the mamool ja part would be something with Lahabrea in the aetherial sea?
(Erum extra Pandaemonium quest will be added on November 12th … Right, let's see if it has to do with this or not)
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