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My Ascian Journey - Chapter 47: Mandela effect in FFXIV, yu-gi-oh, DT lore discussion and more (Aug 2024)

Aug 1st

At the age of 16-17 or so, I had a major anime crush on (Yami) Bakura from Yugioh. Back then, I had a dream once that I was marrying him in Mallorca (though it was in a different place on the map). I have been wondering if this was actually a vision of Elidibus instead. Despite the fact that he didn't know I was here until 2020. I mean, if you compare Ryo Bakura with Themis. And Yami with tempered Ascian Elidibus. There are even things that overlap. So it isn't farfetched. Talking about Ryo, btw. We see Yugi somewhat as an adult, looking like Yami Yugi in the first episode of GX. Is there an adult Ryo somewhere in the anime as well, or later ones? I am really curious how he would look like with no insane face expressions.

In regards to what I posted here

Help my youth crush make sense.

Only the eye color is incorrect. WTF? The exact hairbangs are just animefied. And Ryo had a younger sister as well.

Shoot me.



Holy shit, I really need to rewatch the old yu-gi-oh series. Zorc is Zodiark and The Creator of Light, Holactie (the fused form of the Egyptian Gods) is pretty much Hydaelyn (yes, it's a she)

fun fact when I first heard the name Zodiark in FFXIV. I thought "Zorc" had the same name as in FFXIV, but I wasn't sure. But I didn't really care to look that up.

https://yugioh.fandom.com/wiki/Zorc_Necrophades. pls, read the entire biography. You will be stunned how much of it you can trace back to Etheirys pre-sundering

my remaining questions. Yu-gi-oh anime started in 1998 (manga 1996), which means Elidibus wasn't on Earth yet. This would mean in the beginning, Lahabrea and Emet-Selch had a hand in it and Elidibus later on???? If any of you can shed light upon it pls, do

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Dm’s with TK

After sharing that stuff above

Me: did Lahabrea have a hand in Yu-Gi-Oh? Since the anime is from 1998, Elidibus wasn't on Earth yet, but iirc Emet-Selch was!

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Aug 2nd

TK: I can ask, he hasn't been here yet today

Me: Ok! How often is he with you, btw?

TK: He's still with me a good bit. Sometimes, he isn't here for a few days, and he says he's helping some others out.

Me: Ah, ok, thanks! Shall I ask again if he worked on Yugioh on Sunday or so? Or Monday? Or is that too soon?

Tk: he may be here later today. He didn't give me a time when he'd be back. But I can see if he's here later  (he normally doesn't lol)

Me: Oh, interesting. Considering the time difference, feel free to message me when I am asleep. I will read it the next day. Otherwise, keep me posted if he doesn't come over.

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Aug 3rd

Me: Did he come over?

TK: He said he did a little bit. Emet did a bit more with Ygo than he did

Me: Yeah, Elidibus said he didn't work on it himself. And he indeed said Lahabrea and Emet worked on it. But since Emet did more, his answer does make more sense by saying Emet first and then both.

Ty for this!

(Lahabrea probably started it, and Emet took it over)

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Sometime later

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Me: Hold on. I just started the 24-man raid of EW with my Eli alt, and wasn't there a voice scene when the first four of the twelve appeared???? Or is that after the battles?

TK: I think that's after

Me: not voiced! They cut it out, ffs! (or so I thought) aren't you surprised? I am in the second round now (6.3) had no voiced cutscenes in 6.1.

TK. ....you also remember a voiced cutscene, right?

On the YT videos, there was never a voiced scene!

This was even 2 days after release

No voice

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Aug 4th

Me: WTF? Even my bestie, who started EW a year after its release, had a voiced cutscene. Yet, on YT, it is nowhere to be found.

TK: I mean, I remember one, but I could be misremembering.

Me: Well, my bestie remembers it as well, and he did those raids earlier this year. Or we are all dealing with a Mandela effect. I just found back my first recording when it got released. The voices were not recorded! WTH Eli also said there were voices. He was with me on Apr 13th when I played it. But what the hell no voices on the recording! And no, the voices aren't muted. Another friend just now messaged me they also remembered voices in that scene.



Tk: no offence to Emet, but I only care about if Eli is alive or not. XD.

Me: Hahahhah XD Have you read above? It's a Mandela effect, for sure. I have some who don't remember and have no voices. I wonder if only spiritual people remember.

 

Group post

so some Mandela effect with the myths of the realm 6.1 content seems to have happened.

The cutscene where the first 4 gods appeared was voiced. I remember that clearly, even TK, my bestie and the friend who made my book cover. Yesterday, I did the same content with my Eli alt, and there were no voices! So I started asking. And today, I checked my recording when the content was first released. And no voices!!! Just now, someone else replied in Amanda's Discord that they didn't remember it voiced until they got into the raid. Another one in the Dutch FFXIV cosplay group also said there weren't any voiced scenes and 1 on YT.

I remember I was even surprised it was voiced after the cutscene, as I then realized it was voiced. I was like, "Wait a minute, it was voiced!"

So it's a Mandela effect going on here.

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Aug 5th

Zio: Oof, ok. Twitter didn't notify me of the messages you sent me about this, so I'll just answer here.

Unfortunately, it's been some time since it came out, and I can't remember whether there were voices for me or not?

But that's certainly curious...

Me: The funny thing is, I wasn't surprised when it was voiced. I was like it was normal, like MSQ, only to realize later after the cutscene that it was voiced.

Zio: I don't have much else to say, sadly, and I can't really investigate myself since it's difficult for me to even play the game now

I've been really ill, and whatever it is has been impacting my hands

I haven't even really touched Dawntrail because of it

I'll see if watching videos of the scenes triggers any memories, though

Me: I hope something triggers indeed. As any vid on the internet has no voices.

And I hope you will heal soon, whatever you have.

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Aug 6th

Zio: Just something funny from my FC chat. I can play the game in small bursts before my fingers go numb.

“Zio: I had a trial and it was Nabriales...got very emotional even though we wiped."

“fc friend: He won, best outcome."

“Zio: Yes ;A;  Good job killing us, Nabs".

Me: awwwwwww, that's so sweet on him to let the RNG go on his trial. No idea if he did that. or higher sources. idk

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Aug 6&7th

Dm’s with TK

Me: But what is your take on the unsundered returning? Is it actually returning, or are we going to a different timeline where they are still there?

TK: tomorrow is the lion portal, I think. Also, idk either can happen. I doubt they will do a timeline thing atm, though I could be wrong.

Me: Yeah, iirc they said they wanna avoid more timelines, shizzle.

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Aug 12th & 13th

Me: Are there any new tales of the Dawn, by the way? I hope we get an ancient story of how that key was made or who made it.

Also, where was it stated that the Milala were from the source? I don't recall them saying that.

Apparently, lore lines say they came from the source, but iirc there was nothing implied, they did? Also they are called milala instead of lalafell. Usually, a different race name indicates a different shard so far.

TK: During the one point when you have to take the quiz in Living Memory, it states they came from someplace, and Krile goes, "Wait, was that Alolo??? Maybe they came from the source" or something like that. Also, no, no new tails yet, probably soon. I think in order to see the dialogue, you need to have done the Alolo Island stuff, but I'm not sure.

Some people are interested in the leader (which is the hidden boss of that variant dungeon) possibly being something Azem made, but I'm not sure how sound that theory is

it does have some things related to the sun, though

since it states that they had the key

I'm trying to look up the exact thing that gets said

this is lore from the Wiki about the island:

Aloalo Island is one of the South Sea Isles located in the warm waters between Eorzea and Thavnair. Three different civilizations have lived here over the eras, all of which were comprised of Lalafell.

The island's first settlers arrived in the waning years of the Fourth Astral Era. When the Fifth Umbral Calamity struck and froze the seas, the entire population of the island mysteriously disappeared except for a great wooden statue of their leader, "the Speaker". Dubbed the “forgotten people” by those who came after, their mark upon Aloalo would endure.

“GUIDINGROBOT04955 If I may have your attention! You stand within a shrine of the Milalla, a migrant people who roamed until they found new lands to call their own. According to folklore, they originally hailed from a paradise of eternal summer. Alas, they had no choice but to abandon it when a great calamity froze the very seas. The Speaker, their spiritual leader, guided them to safety, and she is enshrined here with the sacred relic she wielded. In this place, they performed rituals dedicated to the dream that, one day, they might return to their ancestral home.

KRILE: A sacred relic... That must be the key used to initiate interdimensional fusion.”

forgot that krile didn't say anything, just that the robot did

Me: That must be it. I never cleared that.

But krile wasn't born at that time. She was born on a different shard. So technically she isn't from the source nor her parents. Their origin of the people only is.

And agree that that leader is a previous incarnation of us. I already thought about it when I read it when doing the msq. And I didn't even do Aloalo. So I thought they came from a shard, and the Speaker was an azem/wol shard. But yeah previous incarnation now obviously

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So I had a dream that ended with being on the road in some kind of vehicle with other people; the area was just plain with sand and no plants whatsoever. The vehicle moved fast and we dodged storms aimed at us to prevent going further. Strong winds, small tornadoes, lightning and whatnot. there were Amaurot spires. (those curvy things)  On the road as well, they were huge! I looked at that in awe. And in the very far distance Amaurot itself. Which was at least a few miles away, yet the towers surely raised far above the horizon level you can normally see at such a distance.

Me: we need to get to Amaurot no matter what!

After seeing some more curvy spires on the road. I woke up

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Aug 14th & 15th

Dm’s with TK

TK: I'm starting to think that maybe other people are right, and possibly the people that have some connection to the Convocation/ have been influenced by them aren't being allowed to do what they want in the game atm

Because I know this isn't what Yoshi P fully wants, nor is it probably what Koji, Soken and that one girl writer want

Also, I need to write down a dream I had the other night. I wasn't going to share it, but after a discussion with Lahabrea, he said I should probably write it out and send it to you.

Me: which other people said that? And pls do!

TK: Well, people that aren't spiritual said stuff, but people keep saying that they think Yoshi P and some of the others are somewhat being forced to appeal to certain people, and that's really affecting the quality. I'm just saying it feels like all the people who have been influenced by Lahabrea, Eli, and Emet are all unable to do what they want.

Me: yes, Eli confirms they can't get it through. What does Lahabrea say about this?

TK: Lahabrea has said a few times he's not particularly impressed with what's going on. He knows there are some good things coming up that they are doing (he says I may be slightly right with some theories regarding the key but won't tell me what and that Eli should be coming back in some way), but he hopes that DT so far isn't what is going to happen in the future.

Me: not particularly impressed in the sense of?

Like how the story is going?

TK: What the plot was doing, etc (he liked the Alexandra plot but thought the Living Memory plot could have been explained better/what the difference was between Ultima Thule residents and the Endless). Cause Erenville's mom kinda just like... Tells you it's ok you can kill all of us and the story doesn't really make an effort to really do anything with it?

Me: ok so what did got the unsundered into this expansion. Or is DT just a flop regarding channelled inspirations?

TK: What do you mean by that?

Sorry, I don't mean that in a bad way. I'm just trying to understand what you are asking. My brain may not have understood, lol.

Me: hahahah. That they couldn't get anything in it, and all is just mere fantasy and not really happened on the real planet.

TK: They got some stuff in but Lahabrea says not much in main DT. He says possibly patch stuff.

Me: hopefully

I really wonder what they DID get in then.

Aside from the key.

TK: Also, I still think there's something up with the Arcadian president and Sphene's crown, and the thing on her back matches a bit of Pashtarot's glyph

Also, something that bothered me... Why did NO ONE suggest using Porxies on the one kid?

Me: which part? Eli said Sphene wasn't pasharot, though.

TK: I don't think she's Pashtarot, but maybe he had something to do with whatever happened with Alexandria.

Me: hmmmmmm, interesting. Though Eli says no? something else he said, not Alexandria

TK: I believe him. Just saying what I've seen posted.



Ok, it's her front thought it was back, lol.

Me: oh, that old one. Yeah, he said back then when everyone thought she was Pash a big no, lol.

TK: Ok lol

Me: Can you ask Lahabrea which parts of the DT story actually happened on the real Etheirys? I feel a lot is just made up.

TK: Well, I know Alexandria appearing there did happen; he has said several times that was real

Me: yeah, Eli said that as well

but more about the first half of the story, I meant

the whole dawnservent contest thing.

TK: He says a lot of that is just fluff; Lamat and Koana did become the leaders, but not the way it was presented.

Me: yeah. Eli just said (before your answer appeared) it didn't really happen that way. So, in this case, they are the new leaders, but the rest is bogus. Sorta say.

Eli also said last month that the whole name of "dawnservant" is just a name for the expansion to match the "dawn" in it. Originally, the leaders were called differently.

TK: Lahabrea says a lot of the second half happened, which, of course, was the interesting parts XD.

Me: IKR XD

TK: I think he also said that the stuff with the Mamool ja happened (like, them coming to terms with the whole "blessed children" thing), but it was resolved differently.

Me: Eli says a big yes to that.

TK: I also liked that part, so no surprise, lol.

Me: I had a weird dream aswell this morning. It was about 2 neighbour planets, on 1 the ozone layer was gone and I yeeted to the other one. But then there it happened there as well. And I temporarily became someone else who re-created the ozone layer on the planet I was on and also on the other one. (yeah, I will leave the names of the planets aside because they weren't the planets I thought they would be). After some random shizzle, I went back to planet 1, where I came from, and went on a bicycle to survey the environment. which was a lot like Earth. But yeah. I just say MLP planet doesn't exist. Planet 2 was called Equestria. and the other one was Etheirys.................yeah this was not about the real Etheirys

, but Eli does know that that happened once to some other 2 planets

oh yeah, when I was back on the first one, I was able to see the other planet in the sky like huge.

So that was a higherself journey, I take it.

Now type up your dream :P

TK: I'm cleaning my room atm, then I will, lol.

Me: ok! I will read it tomorrow, then. It's like past 12 a.m. for me now

Lahabrea should nudge you more to type up dreams to share with me hahah

TK: He said this one was important cause this has like aliens and shit.

Me: oh god. I've had enough of those. 0-o kidnapping involved by any chance or fighting them?

Or was it a positive one?

TK: Was half fighting, half positive.

Me: Interesting

let me look up the alien spaceship I dreamed about some years ago. Maybe it rings a bell. Those were friends of the Convocation. Eli said back then,

it was a golden spaceship.



Wait, chapter 33? That was last year, March or so???? Huh, it feels so much longer ago.

TK: One kinda looked like that. Not sure if it was golden.

Me: :eyes:

TK: Interesting because I look at what other psychics and people who say they are in connection with other extraterrestrials/light beings say they've seen similar ships.

Me: Oh?

TK: I don't have the links for them; I would have to look them up, but I ran across one that said some council watching Earth (not the Convocation) work in a type that looks like that.

Me: Yeah, the Council of Twelve. Actually, 13 if you include Yeshua (Jesus)

TK: Got any more on them?

Me: Lol. Many of those are mentioned in Dolores' cannon books. Jesus is also called a Warrior of Light. Let that sink in for a moment.

TK: I didn't read those. I only read what you showed, Lol

Me: Right, what do you wanna know of the twelve? I mean, I can ask my entire study group of practitioners

Saves me searching

In short, they do what de Convocation does with Etheirys, watching over it. Further, they give people their life reviews when they die or NDE.

TK: That sounds a lot like some NDEs I've heard.

Me: Yeah

Every planet with sentient life has its own Council of (insert number)

Council of 8 apparently also exist. Different planet

TK: That almost sounds like whatever planet Hyrule is on cause they have 8 sages. XD

Me: XD Omg, I Haven't delved into Zelda games, lol. But who knows? XD.

TK: There are always seven sages in every era, and Zelda is usually the eighth one, and she deals with light.

Me: Hmmmmm interesting

But yeah different name for the Convocation is also Council of Fourteen.

Apparently, there are other councils of 14s. Triona, my mentor, said she spoke once with them, but they were all different, like an ant, deer, alien, etc. So that was not the Convocation, lol.

TK: Interesting

Me: I think the planet name needs to be added lol like Council of fourteen from Etheirys.

Otherwise, people gonna mix up their stuff. XD

Thinking it's the same XD

Are there other things you wanna know about the Council of Earth (12)

TK: I can't think of anything else atm

Me: Ok J

TK: The person I was thinking about said they talk to someone who helps with an Earth council, and I was just interested in what matched.

Me: Ah, yeah. The Earth Council was constructed by the 12 disciples of Jesus when they passed.

Also called the Brotherhood of Light.

Jesus is the leader.

Like Elidibus is from the Convocation

TK: Of the Brotherhood title in xiv popped into my head lmao

Me: Haha, I was about to type up the Convocation is 1 big brotherhood to begin with. XD. Well, for Eli is.

TK: That title is from the new treasure maps. I use the <of resplendent depths> one from there atm (because very few people have it lol)

Me: I swear Ishikawa reads Dolores Cannon's books. Also, in March, her daughter Julia Cannon took over classes once and told me that Star Trek was channelled information.

TK: That's not too surprising to me

Me: I will send the transcript of that part to you tomorrow if you like.

TK:

Sure. :)

Me: I'm going to bed now. It's almost 1 a.m. Oops. But it's nice talking to you. We should do that more frequently.

TK: I will type up the dream

Me: Ty! Looking forward to it!

Some hours later

TK: ok, so the dream, most of it was irrelevant

But at one point, I remember wherever I was at in the dream, someone came and went to me, "Some people need your help with something". I got led to a door where I was, and that door led to a weird place that appeared to be in the middle of space somewhere. The area was like Ultima Thule on the ground (without the weird sun thing dripping down, lol). There was some UFO that appeared near me (it was like the one you had pictured, but I don't remember it being golden, though I could be misremembering). It landed near me and opened up, and some guy came out. He kinda looked like an older man with a long beard that had some things braided into said beard (noticed some gems and flowers), wearing a robe of some kind and had a staff. Also, this weird whale kind of creature came out with him, it kind of looked like how the Wind Up Bismark looks in the game but more similar to an actual whale.

The dude said something like he needed help with dealing with some evil aliens in the area that were threatening the world in some unseen ways (like making being negative, etc.). I then saw some aliens that were slightly robotic (not unlike the ones in Alexandria, but they didn’t look like those) attacking some other aliens (these ones looked like normal people but taller, with some abnormal human colors). I watched that a little bit, but then, unfortunately, I woke up.

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7 hours later

Me: Ohhhhh, that's very interesting. Since the spaceship looked similar, perhaps it was from the same people as mine, but different alien people than the ones I had, perhaps from the same fleet

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I have been fighting aliens, and I mean evil ones, in the weirdest of shapes (even jellyfish-like or folded paper planes) from time to time. Unfortunately, I am not certain what it all means. Did Lahabrea say anything on the matter?

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Group posts

Funny reply from Eli while transcribing that long session with Louie. So I said, "So you are gonna be  a pre-Jesus kind of saviour."

He replied with "something like that" and finds it funny how I named it.

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So about 1,5 months ago, I was invited by Triona, my mentor, to go on an ice land retreat cruise whereby Julia Cannon would be present as well. At first, it was in July, so I said I would come. But the boat let them down on the deal so they picked a different date with a different boat. Unfortunately, that fell on the date of my biggest income convention, Dutch Comic Con.... so I had to cancel. About 10 days ago. I came up with the idea to contact the Con Director to see if I could skip an edition without losing my place for the winter edition. So I sent an email, and I gained an automatic reply she was on holiday and would be back on the 12th. So, I asked my mentor and Jeannie to manifest it for me. And 2 days ago, I got a reply from the director that she would make an exception this time. But I need to arrange it myself. by finding someone to buy my stand for 1 time without the right to rebook.

So, I asked her first how that was to be done and named some things how I thought it would be happening. Afterwards, I asked my mentor to save a spot for me for the retreat, and she gladly did.

The days after, I asked Eli if I should contact [redacted name], who skipped DCC last time because 2.5 days would have been too long for them. (The problem with this convention is that it is so popular that if you skip, a miracle needs to happen to get back in it again.) So Eli gave me a big yes for contacting them for the takeover. And I asked before or after the rebooking in November. He said, "Before."

So today, the con director replies that is exactly how it goes. So I rebook and send forward the invoice to the one who takes over. and I need to forward all information I receive to the new one. So I immediately contacted the guy, and they were very happy about it and gladly took it over.

So I can go on the cruise now! I have a goal in mind: finish the 2023 and 2024 books so that I can give them to Julia and Yoshi-p at Gamescom next year.

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Aug 16th

So, my ex paid someone to go into the Akashic records for his health problems. Which happened to be from past lives.

And God's plan for him is that he needs to meditate to grow spiritually and help people. I have been saying that for years. And he was like, "Yeah........... I know," with a deep sigh.

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Aug 17th

Me: TK! Eli just said Thomas Moore was mostly likely a reincarnated Etheiryan! Can you verify this with Lahabrea, please?! Is it true or not?

TK: well, he's not here atm, but I can ask him when he returns

Me: Ty!

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Aug 22nd

ffxiv no trouble with Dawntrail.

ffxvi, on the other hand. My god time to switch to my new pc. It lagging crazy town

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Dm's with TK

Me: Any news?

TK: He said yes to it, but I have no idea who that person is, tbh lol

Me: Really? He wrote the book Utopia, which is based on Amaurot.  Iirc it was also called Amaurot in his book. It's a book from the 1500s or something. It probably does contain some of his own fantasy. But definitely some past-life memories, then!

Though I didn't read the book myself. And just did a bit of Wiki summarizing how Amaurot was. There is also a bunch indeed that is absolutely inaccurate.

There were no locks on doors (or maybe in a different way), no private property, and each household had 2 slaves. After that, I hooked off, to be honest. But there was indeed that if one was sort of a specialist in what he did, he could become a member of the Council or a priest. So yeah, Eli says that the things in the game are the accurate ones.

Select content and scroll down to book 2, which has more of the content of the city.

If you are willing to read it, let me know what is more inaccurate and maybe things that are actually accurate.

TK: I know the work; I was completely blank, though, at first about who it was.

Me: ah ok! Though maybe it's interesting to dig into it a bit to see if there were things in it that were accurate but not in the game yet? Just the summary thing from Wiki should be enough. No need to read the entire book.

TK: Well, I mean, it already raises flags with some sexism (it says women are equal but barely) and the fact they can't even seem to travel.

Me: wow that's sick minded, obviously not true. No actual truths?

TK: There's probably some, I will look at it again

Me: tysm!

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Aug 23rd &24th

cleaning out my pc, came across this XD. It’s very old, obviously



 

I don't think they ever explained this, do they? Nor did it come into EW why every ancient has a Greek name.

Question #8: Timestamp from the official Q&A session (Gamescom interview 2019)

Are all Ascian / Amaurotine's real names based on Greek mythology?

Banri Oda:

First and foremost, if we say Hythlodeus is everything about Greek mythology - That isn't the case.

You may take the impression probably because the name of Hythlodeus sounds like a Greek based word. For any character, area or anything else we tried to use the terms of Greek origin for characters and area names intentionally.

Naoki Yoshida:

Do you have a particular reason behind this?

Banri Oda:

Yes, there is a reason behind this but we can not talk about it here because otherwise it would be a spoiler.

Dm’s with TK

Me: I got some interesting info about the slave's things in that book and the part where there are no locks on the doors

In the real Amaurot on Etheirys, the doors had an aetheric signature for everyone in the house, family and friends. Only one of those could open the door. A stranger couldn't, and the door would remain locked until someone from the house opened it.

 

The slaves were actually created for household stuff and such. But yeah, they weren't treated as slaves. So still no slaves, but they definitely created helpers.

When you can, let me know what you think about this information. Oh, and obviously, everyone in Amaurot was equal.

Also, the no-private property policy was more prevalent in those tall, flat buildings in Amaurot. The ground around the buildings was indeed public (the apartments were still private, obviously, as their own homes). But in the outer areas of the city, there were definitely family houses with yards/gardens and stuff. That was their own ground.

TK: I just think that the guy who wrote that had the vision about it, but because of the time he lived in/how he was raised, that was how he interpreted it.

Me: Yeah, I thought the exact same thing. But it's nice to find out how things really were in the real Amaurot, don't you think?

Have you had a chance to check up on the book things? To see if there is more than what you named last time

TK: I will look again

I can tell that the one person in the other game I play sometimes really really likes Xiv, lol.

Me: "really really" in like we are?

TK: I'm... Not actually sure I should ask Lahabrea

Me: Lol

TK: She was late to DT because her game had its big convention in July, but she was like, "I'm treating myself now," lol.

They also grabbed Ben Starr for a character later, lol

Me: what is that other game then?

TK: Warframe. The girl who's creative director (and who's also one of the characters in game who's kinda like Space Hydaelyn) really likes XIV but sometimes I think she may have some spiritual connection with at least one of the Convocation.

Me: eyes:

TK: This is also the game that does what I hope they do in XIV later that they allow you to customize your Azem or at least base it on what your WoL looks like, lol

Me: Wait, she made a game like a ffxiv  2.0 xD I mean, in terms of the story

TK: Actually, they did, lol.

Me: You should definitely ask Lahabrea. I have a feeling, or rather, Eli says yes, but I would like confirmation on that.

That she is in contact with a Convocation member.

TK: I will ask him later.

Me: Where can I play that game lol

Is it on pc?

TK: Yeah, free game, but it has stuff you can buy (though it has a very good trading system, and you can even trade the premium currency). The Lotus (aka space mom) is the girl I was talking about, the character she voices. Who is there a lot. Lol. Kinda a grindy game though.

Me: Hmmm, how grindy until frustration lvl or mildly

TK: Nah, just mildly, you just have to work a little for stuff, nothing I would get mad about, though, because people like to help each other

Me: I just checked some trailers. But yeah, I am not sure if my epilepsy likes this. Plus, I suck a 3rd person action games like this.

TK: np

Me: I would greatly appreciate if you could tell some of the story that is similar to ffxiv

(5 H later)

Me: So I played the ffxvi demo on pc. And omg I just could feel the bursting powers when Joshua is about to transform into the Phoenix. And goosebumps a lot of it. It resonated so much with me. It felt like I was him for a moment. Until I needed to focus on aiming my fireballs lol.

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Aug 25th

Elidibus was like, "NO!" to this piece of an interview

“discussion about that. Because, after all, the Emet-Selch in the multi-universe could have taken Elidibus's place as being the core of Zodiark.”

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Aug 26th

I got some interesting info.

Eli says at least it's not ideal to go multiverse with them.

They would originally return. As they did once, apparently after all 3 had found Earth. They left Earth for a (small) task on Etheirys. (Maybe that's a nice question to verify with Lahabrea)

But originally the game would need to have a time skip, but I take it they won't do that anytime soon.

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Aug 27th

Dm’s with TK

Me: Ow, lol. I just received old pictures from my mom when I was 3yo



TK: cute lol

Me: I mean.......you see it, right?

Joshua is 10 over there:



TK: a little lol

Me: XD There is a lot of facial difference between 3 and 10.

But Yeah. It's funny to see Shard appearances that stay.

 

Then the talk went about TK's job, she quit, etc.

Me: why don't you ask Lahabrea to help you out of getting the job you are meant to have. I really wonder if it eventually turns out into some spiritual practice.

I take it you have more time to practice now, right? I have very good meditations at my disposal. I'm not sure if I shared those some time ago, but would you like to try them out?

TK: Sure. also, ok, I will ask him

Me: cool. Uploading them to my Google Drive now.

If I am correct, this should give various mediations to do. The "guided deep mediation" is the best, for far I can tell. It is also very good to communicate with Lahabrea, etc.

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Later, I shared the automatic writing session I did in March

Me: did you read it? Sorry if you are busy. But I wanna know if something is off or not and correct it. Or if you or Lahabrea have something to add.

TK: I read it, but Lahabrea said to wait so I can have a meditation/automatic writing about it.

 

(she did so on Sept 2nd, but she still hasn't given it to me at the time of typing this; I said to give me pictures of it. But even on that, she doesn't reply; she had grown silent again since early September. I hope I can talk with her again soon; we did talk a bit at the 7.1 release, but not much)

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Dreams of August

Aug 1st

in the dream, my mother slept in my house.

In the bedroom, in bed, she told me that she is letting my son move in with her and is moving to the south of the country. So that my son would have a decent high school.

(However strange this is because he already lives with his other grandparents more towards the south, calculated from where I live, and if he does his best, he will also get the right education there.)

After she had told me that we went to sleep. I was sad for a moment that she was leaving where she lives now and that I would see her less, but I held back my tears.

Me: no tears now.

And the tears went away.

Then I think a dream came in a dream. And the move was going on but Krile was there. Strangely enough, it seemed as if my house was being emptied, but it was my mother's things. I stood by the window, and Krile walked towards me.

Krile: let's make this of it.

She sent her floating paintbrush and magic text on the window. From what I could read so quickly, it said: Azem Boutique.

(I think it was full; Krile & Azem Boutique)

I burst into tears and gave her a hug.

Me: TY!

Krile: it's how Emet-Selch wanted, after all

me: yes, that's true.

After the hug, I walked away and said: "That's true, Krile had promised earlier to make the empty house a Boutique.

(with flowers/plants and paintings)

then it continued with the move and some other things after that.

 

Aug 16th

I had two dreams this morning: one about Venat, which was a bit weird, and one about Yoshi.

The dream with Venat first started with Pokemon. A Charmander of someone Evolved into a Charmeleon, but that had all dark purple horns or something on it. So maybe a regional variant. Maybe that will come in PLz-a. Who knows

? Then it was about me playing FFXIV, and they had changed the cutscene, apparently. And so Venat in my blue robes—they weren't metallic but the same color- and I have to say that looked good. That color suits her well, also with her eyes and stuff.

And there was a scene of some apartment palace or something. It looked like an apartment building but with light blue, pink, and yellow. The houses ran into each other, so it was 1 big space per floor. And she was singing Flow, which was really weird. And the stupid thing was, my mother was suddenly playing FFXIV. My mother......and finally, we got to a scene of Venat, and I wondered where her boobs had gone. She was suddenly flat.

When she stretched, her robes were above her boobs, and she had no bra on. (Elidibus laughing). So my mother and I were looking at each other, asking, "What?". Her boobs were a lot smaller than you see in Elpis.

Me: huh? They were a lot bigger, right? (Elidibus laughing while writing this).

So, I didn't have any further interaction with her, but according to Eli, it was the real Venat. (I asked later to Venat, but the Dream World made that happen; that wasn't her intention, to say the least.)

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Dream 2

about Yoshi.

After meeting Julia Cannon on the ice land cruise I was supposed to have an appointment with Yoshi to give my books. But instead of giving books, it became something else. Before I met Yoshi, I met the developers.

Me: oh, can I see your studio? And I wanted to know if Yoshi still has my books.

1 of them said: yes, we are still working on the translation. I'll send Yoshi

they wanted to talk about the first 2 books I gave them and that they were still working on the translation to Japanese. And how much time that cost them. So, I think Yoshi thought it would be useful if we had personal contact via a phone number. Only when I had my phone ready to type in a phone number it switched for a moment, and I was like, "Oh shit, I'm awake" (I didn't really wake up), but then Yoshi called me via Discord. So I took screenshots and wrote down what his Discord name was but it turned out to be just letters and numbers mixed together as if it was a password. So, unfortunately, I don't know Yoshi's Discord. (unless it's that one guy in Amanda's Discord who uses his name, but I don't think that's the real Yoshi).

So after I got him on the phone, he spoke some Japanese and English mixed together every now and then, so that makes it very legit, I have to say.

Yoshi: we're still busy with the translation.

(yoshi was a lot younger here in this dream, about the age when he just started on FFXIV, perhaps his higher self? Eli laughs)

He said some more, but I was so focused on saving his contact details that I didn't listen halfway, and then I woke up.

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Aug 31st

after some party, I went outside. I found a small energy orb floating. It was yellowish-green. I grabbed it.

Me: take me to Elidibus.

I let it go, and I followed it through a lot of static and distortion for quite a long time.

At first, it seemed static, but later, it became small bubbles. Then, we entered another world. I grabbed the orb again.

Me: please take me to Elidibus.

This time, I held it, and I think it turned purple. It dragged me along in the air until we were in a parking lot where cars were still driving at night. The orb disappeared.

A random somebody: now you can't look any further.

me: no, he's just here.

after I said that, I suddenly stood at a metal tower of iron bars, something comparable to an electricity pylon or radio tower. It was some kind of lookout tower.

I looked up and saw a silhouette of him standing, glowing white, on an iron bar. I flew up. He had different clothes on.

Me: why do you wear that?

He had a bandage over his mouth. I took something off his head (I have no idea what that was), and silver hair appeared—but in a very weird hairstyle. It looked like Android 16's in DBZ.

Me: you have spiky hair now?

Eli: Dream World did that.

Me: come here you.

I pulled the bandage off his mouth, and we kissed. I closed my eyes and first accidentally kissed between the space of his nose and mouth, but he corrected that. And we kissed on the mouth. Then we had sex. While we kept kissing. I kept my eyes closed in pleasure, and yes, we had proper sex this time.

Before the climax, I woke up. Eli was already with me, and I asked if it was him, and it was him. He said he didn't look like that originally. The dream world had changed him. He also said sex was easier as an energy being instead of a dream body.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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