My Ascian Journey - Chapter 50: Sakunik and Quilitus, Interesting Dreams and Channeling Dec 2024.
- Ayane Firebird
- Feb 7
- 21 min read
Dec 1st
newest Pokemon episode. Terapagos ( in the past) pulled a Minfillia act to prevent the world's destruction. Lucius said, "We WILL meet again" to his girlfriend Rystal, who was pregnant with their child.
Also, Rystal is in a ranger outfit you can link with the Bard who was with Ardbert or even a female Hythlodeus. Some weird, twisted dynamic, I know. That would mean Hyth and Azem instead of Azemet, lol. Oh gods, no. XD Forget what I said.
Gibeon turned Ascian (insane) due to the Rakua crystal kind of off XD and landed before he became nuts in a crater that appeared suddenly.
Here, watch it: https://animeepisodeseries.com/Pokemon-horizons-the-series-episode-75-english-subbed/
Gibeon when younger like. It's not Emet as ancient. What do you mean????? #sarcasm
Lucius being Azem. The fact that rystal is a ranger-like bard type………yeah, I stop here. Clearly gender swap.
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channeling Aidenin
I had asked for a connection sign, like spreading wings on my back. and that worked. I asked when he would rejoin, and yes, he decided to do so when he wanted to help out on Earth.
Memories of the 2nd shard will be downloaded, and I will have phoenix healing powers in some sense. (for what is possible here).
I asked for a memory of the 2nd shard when Ifrit had just shot him.
I thought I saw him under the rubble. He was saved by one of those Circle of the Phoenix guys. He was cared for in a hidden temple, and when he was mature and strong enough, he was released.
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Dec 3rd
A dream
so I had this dream this morning. Even though Joshua(Aidenin) was in it, it wasn't him directly, according to him. It seems my higher self showed me some things as Aidenin confirmed they had another adopted sister as she was in this dream. 1 with a bit of a tan and light blond hair, like people from The Rising Tide DLC. It seems her heritage also lay there. And they tried to get Leviathan dominant into the family by adopting her ( but perhaps they didn't know Leviathan was frozen in time at that time, lol). She was a hybrid of 1 of those Mysidia (motes of water) people and 1 of Valisthea.
So in, this dream started with Odin's dominant Barnabas being still alive and wanting to mess up shit to make it like Earth. I couldn't bear the thought of Etheirys being ruined by things of Earth.
Me: NO, Etheirys should not inhabit things of Earth. It will ruin the planet!
(or something like that).
Barnabas (Odin) turned around, looked at me for a second in the face, and walked away. But there were other emperors to deal with. I couldn't bear to speak up to all of them, so I left them in tears. So I was with someone who said to me Joshua is here too, and he will probably talk to them about it.
Me: Aidenin is here?
Girl: confirming hum.
Me: where is he?
Girl: he was lastly located in that room.
She pointed to a hall with several rooms
, and here, I forgot a part, sadly. Something about Joshua not being available, but he was there at the end, though.
Anyways, after some random bullshit, I heard from the same girl Joshua's sister is here as well. Me not thinking about Jill at all, like it was common sense it was about the Motes of Water descendant girl.
It was said that she loves to sing. I went to look for her, as she was seen in room 28.
When I was about to get near her room, she came out a greeted me with a hug, and we sang a song. iirc close in the distance mix with tomorrow and tomorrow. or something like that.
After that, we all sat at a table. It was salon table height, and people sat on small benches.
Joshua was also there, sitting next to his sister. Here, the name "Ascians" entered the conversation.
Me: I don't understand why they want to make Etheirys as Earth, even the Ascians don't want that.
I don’t recall exactly what the sister said, but I vaguely remember her questioning "Ascians" and some other words.
Me: But the original ones, as the Convocation before the sundering, would never wish for this, but the sundered versions of them are lost. ( I think this refers to the remaining Ascians in Ffxiv, tbh.) And I am sundered, too...and Joshua is a piece of my Soul.
She looked at him, but he knew.
Joshua: that's right,
here I woke up.
Now, regarding this, I asked questions afterward and came to know about this second sister, lol. he also confirmed that the previous dominants are, in fact, the same Soul. So Ysay reincarnated as Jill is the same Soul and thus the same as Ysayle on the Source. This declares why Aidenin still has the phoenix powers. It's bonded to the Soul from pre-sundering. Coming from me regarding the phoenix. Now, I am very curious about which ancients were the other primals or linked to them. Now that I think of it. Defector Azem used Ifrita once for that volcano story. Clive is a shard of the WoL.
I hope I can connect the dots between who the remaining ancients were and their connection to what would be primals.
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Dec 4th
I am losing it here. I found the exact same ring Eli gave me in a dream last year: https://www.facebook.com/JuwelierJos/posts/pfbid02Ld19jt4JAJxNoHzJhw7gvh1Jze3DjXNwkQJd519oTt2a5uPHLzrZwW8QWHJsA8Vfl
it was a commission from a customer, they said, and they are in my own country...
I went looking again for the ring because something horrible happened to my rings today. I needed to get rid of the beginning molt on the shower ceiling. I mind that that treatment stuff could bleach my clothes, but I forgot to remove my rings. They both became dark metal colors, and the zirconia became dark as well. The gemstones survived, but the rings themselves are ruined.
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(strangely enough ( at the time of writing this chapter) 95% of 1 ring has been restored out of its own by just wearing them…..the other one is completely restored)
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Dec 5th
So, I checked Mysidia's account out of the blue. And came across this post from 2023.
“Mysidia: Every interview I read from Yoshida just makes me sigh more. He said, "As I get older, I like my fantasy to be more like reality," but I feel the complete opposite. It's not weird enough for FF!! Make it weirder!!
That sentence of Yoshi lol. I mean, reality in which way exactly??? Like Earth shit, or what actually happened on the real Etheirys.
I am not sure if I touched on that interview back in 2023. I do recall having read something like that, but I am not sure if I said anything about it in the group.
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Dec 6th
a whopping €2700; well, Elidibus knows where to get it now, lol. It's the exact same ring I dreamt about.
Zio: that's a very beautiful ring! I hope you guys are able to get it at some point.
Me: yes, I hope so, too, when he finally gets here physically.
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Dec 8th
ok so. I forgot to add this in November about Corvus's wife. Because she knows Etheirys exists, and she didn't deny it when I told her before I knew she was Corvus's wife. I told Etheirys is an existing planet in the Milky Way. She called it an "interesting perspective".
When Corvus came into the picture, I dropped the "bomb," sort of saying, " You know what I said that Etheirys exists? Well, so does the Convocation." And Corvus told me she was from the 8th shard 1.5+ years ago.
Though near the end of everything with Corvus and shit, she said she wasn't sure about that the Ascians exist. I left it at that; I ain't gonna force someone to believe.
But what I'm gonna tell you now has been on my mind since then. If you know Etheirys and her Shards exist and you are from 1 of the shards like she is. How do you not think further? Shards are a result of the sundering. iirc she also said she was sundered just like Corvus (well, Corvus told me back then). So she knows the sundering at least happened. But Zodiark was summoned by the Convocation. So why wouldn't they exist?
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Dec 9th
a small thing in a dream this morning, I met Aidenin (Joshua) real quick.
The overall events, I don't remember much; nothing happened worth noting aside from me transforming into the phoenix, well halfway that is. Perhaps a sort of semi-priming, but instead of the tail feathers Joshua has in the game. I have my arms become the wings. At some point, someone would summon Aidenin for me. And made some kind of teleportable doll to appear. It was like adult Joshua but like 10yo size.
Me: come on, he needs to be taller.
the person made it bigger. he was now as tall as I was)
me: just a little more.
And then he became Joshua's full height.
He was still very doll-like. I hugged him. He hugged back but didn't feel anything, like no life. Later, after some other happenings, I came across him again in the same place, but this time, it was the Real one.
Me: oh, there you are.
I floated towards him he smiled.
I hugged him, and he hugged back, and this time with feeling.
Not long after, I woke up and asked if that was the real one. And gained a yes on the second encounter.
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Oh yeah, this evening. I hadn't heard anything from my mom yet today, and jokingly, I thought," Is she still alive?"
Ten seconds later, when I started up ffxvi, she called, though I missed the first call as she clicked away accidentally. I told her (text message ) this about what I was thinking right before she called. So the actual phone call was we were both laughing. She said she also was about to play a game on the phone and then thought, "Oh wait, I need to call her."
That's probably when I wondered about my mom, lol.
So she confirmed telepathy, lol.
She has that often with my youngest sis.
My mom is good at receiving the thoughts of others. She can't control it, though. It just happens. It always results in funny talks, lol.
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Dec 13th
remember this one?
Deudalaphon is thunder element. Sphene (in 7.1) is Deudalaphon, I'm 100% sure now.
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Ok, so Eli told me like a month or 2 ago. that if I would go to the 5D, I would get new neighbors. I was hoping the neighbors on the left side of my house, who are nature haters and destroy my plants constantly, would leave first as I have been subtle manifesting. But now I noticed my other neighbor on the right side is actually moving. I hope the ones on the left will move as a result as well. Too bad to see the ones on the right go.
According to Eli, when he said that about two months ago, I would get more spiritual people as replacements. But it has yet to be seen if these new ones are already there or maybe the next ones in 10 years.
( when writing this for the journal, the new neighbor woman hasn't even come out to introduce herself. She looks like a snob first class from what I have seen through the window. So not spiritual at all)
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Probably without the context of typing up the dream I had last night. I will just leave some notes here of what it means according to other people.
In short, in this dream, I was in my period and helped Aidenin (Joshua) shower somehow. Strangely enough, he still had his clothes on, and I was naked at the end ( full dream in dream section).
According to the internet, showering and bathing in dreams are to cleanse spiritually, as are periods and menstrual blood. Being in a period also represents themes of renewal, release, and transformation. It may signify a need for emotional or creative renewal, the shedding of old habits or beliefs, or the beginning of a new chapter in life.
But why did he need cleaning from?
Ok, I found this website: https://spiritualityinsider.com/5-unforgettable-dream-about-shower/#Dreams_about_showering_in_strange_places
most of the 3 in the table of contents are applying.
Thought that was just the showering.
The strangest thing is that at the end ( I am skipping a lot, I know), Aidenin kissed me on the neck. I gave him a kiss back on his neck, and he didn't expect that and was about to scream. And I shushed him. It ended with a hug that felt the same as with Eli. And I felt it even after waking up—like he was physically there holding me.
Considering Aidenin is a piece of my Soul. I wonder what this all means.
Eli was worried for a moment when I told him about this dream—worried in the sense of losing me over Aidenin. I admit I felt like I somewhat cheated and felt horrible for what I did. Eli was already glad I still loved him.
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Dec 14th
So I lost this ear plug a few days ago because I left it in the wrong place (on my bed instead of on the bedside table).
This morning, I dreamt that I found it on the ground at the back end of my bed.
I changed the sheets just now. Then I remembered the dream, and it was exactly on the spot where I dreamt it to be.
I was like: "no wayyyy, hahaha"
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Dec 15th
Found a copy of myself on Discord.
Me: You also call yourself "phoenix." What is your reason behind it?
Phoenix: It's been my favorite symbol since I was a child. Fire is my favorite element, birds are my favorite animal, and I love the concept of death and rebirth.
It's always been in my screennames and email accounts
Me: Wtf am I talking to a copy of myself Haha
Same for me in my childhood.
Ho-oh, fav Pokemon.
She is interested in how I came to know where I came from and that my home planet shares the story of ffxiv
Yes, she plays FF games. Played ffxvI but not XIV yet.
In short, she finds it all very interesting. My home planet shares the story of a game.
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Dec 16th
Gained some info
Hydaelyn and Zodiark are based on an existing entity of the planet. Just like planet Earth has Gaia, has Etheirys the same but that was called something else.
Anyway, the Will of the star and the Soul of the star are normally one being. Zodiark is a copy of the Will of the star, and there is not actually a part of that Soul in Zodiark; otherwise, Elidibus would not have needed to sacrifice himself.
Eli: exactly.
Zodiark is based on the Will of the star; they also say it "is imbued with the will of the star." But Zodiark is like that aspect of the world's Soul given form, but it is not actually the Will of the star.
The same goes for Hydaelyn. She has the Soul of the Star, but it is also based on. So Hydaelyn and Zodiark are the Gaia version of Etheirys, in fact, but split in two because, yes, light and darkness need to be one.
About the sundered Ascians, Elidibus says that before he was defeated in the crystal tower, he had raised a new Nabriales, Igeyorhm and Emmeroloth to the seats. They didn't do Mitron because he was still locked up.
Because in the game, he didn't have that golden overlord armor anymore, but originally, he still had it, so they didn't raise a new one in Mitron's seat. About Loghrif, the intention was to get Gaia, but that didn't work out. The Loghrif before Gaia was defeated a long time ago, but they had Gaia in mind, and that didn't work out in the end.
Fandaniel went rogue when Elidibus was defeated, so he's also no longer there as an Ascian. The rest of the sundered Ascians are still there. So we only have Mitron, Loghriff and Fandaniel missing. So the rest can all still come back into the game. They may still leave Nabriales Igeyorhm and maybe even Emmeroloth out of the game. But who knows?
What else did I have? Oh yeah, about Jesus. My ex constantly talks about how everyone (on every planet) needs Jesus. But anyway, I asked Elidibus. And Elidibus said what Jesus would have said: Etheirys is in good hands, and he (Jesus) is not needed. So the WoL just has Jesus' role, but that was already clear to me in Heavensward. But friends were like, "Ah no, that's not right, blah blah blah blah."
Well, I compared Hydaelyn with "God," that was incorrect.
But I was correct with WoL as Jesus' role because Azem is The Shepherd, and so is Jesus.
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Dec 17th
I have some interesting things about Lahabrea.
I had a dream that his dad was Labahea, and the seat of Lahabrea was named after him. So Lahabrea was also the first Lahabrea (but that we already knew), but this is some nice background info.
Full dream in dream section.
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Dec 25th
Yeah, you read that right 8-day jump. Since my Bday, it has been downhill for me with my health
But I was able to watch these at least for the next day; my ex found these:
If you hate Dawntrial, you might hate it a lot less when watching these videos.
Hrothgar v's, mamool ja's etc., and they talk about fragmented souls, also called shards!
All 4 episode summary, only episode 4, is in this link:
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Dec 26th
Do you know that civilization in ffxiv from another planet that fought each other to death and strife with machines, etc.? That is actually based on an actual Alien race called the Epezore: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qnpMEhG2zA&t=1811s
and later, from some survivors, they became machine and half-human. Sounds like an early stage of omicron to me.
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Oh yeah, before I forget
This morning, when I just fell asleep, I had a similar experience as when I first bonded with Eli. But there was no bonding; I actually touched him. In that state, I thought it was my ex at first.
When he was sitting on the edge of the bed next to me, I grabbed his arm and said, "Relax, let go." He then said something, but I didn't hear him correctly because I had earplugs in for sound reduction.
I pulled out a plug and said, "What did you say?" (I had my eyes covered with the same cloth I always use to reduce light, so I didn't see him. but at the same time, I did see him but only his upper body and wearing some Pj's)
He remained silent and then just lay down somewhat into me—not really upon me. I felt him lay down on me and woke up with the same energy lying upon me, my hand in the Exact position as I held him at his arm.
I asked if that was him, as Eli is with me currently. And he said he was.
He said he wanted to do something but was not really needed. So he stayed.
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Dec 27th
I just spoke this of suffering of my health. Though Elidibus said, I said it in ancient, " I can't take it anymore."
Seriously, I don't know Japanese.
Or maybe it was naka instead of naga; then it would translate to "inside you."
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Dreams of December
Dec 4th
so it would be that Leviathan was a multi-dimensional creature and, therefore, would also be on Earth. (multi-planetary, actually).
Unfortunately, I don't remember the details anymore. But the people of Mysidia (FFXVI) would have something to do with it.
The second dream was about a certain cosplay that Sphene would wear. It looked like a more Royal outfit: a kind of half-coat around the shoulders, red with gold lines on it, made of fur or wool. It was hairy, in any case.
Her further upper clothing was dark colored and in a kind of pattern that was repeated. It looked like prism shapes that were together in a heart shape. She had a seemingly some kind of gunblade as a weapon. But I didn't see a reloader for bullets. Maybe it was a laser????
After some vague cosplay sites to see what it costs to make. It was about Leviathan again.
My ex didn't understand what I meant that it would also be on Earth. He only thought in the game. I wanted to google and made a typo that only showed FFXIV. I tried to fix the typo, but then I woke up
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Dec 13th
so I had a dream that I was having a heavy period and was going to take a shower ( I will spare the period details). And somehow, Aidenin wanted to take a shower with clothes on. While I was naked. We were first in some kind of shower cabin or something that was public.
At first, it was like I had to shower him.
But that never happened. and why did I have to wash him? Like something was wrong with him.
Then the walls of the cabin disappeared, and we were in the open; I was still standing there naked. He did have clothes on.
me: wtf
so we went looking for another shower to avoid those people, so to speak. Because it was, of course, kind of embarrassing.
we were then in a building that had a shower next to the library section
But anyway, there were also all kinds of people outside the library who could look into the shower cabin. The cabin had no door
with a push of a button on the wall, I activated a kind of curtain that worked like a garage door but then to the side. The curtains partitioned everything off. So now you had a separate room that no one could look into anymore. First, I pressed the stop button. But that didn't work. (I'm used to that from my father's carpentry that I have to press stop in time; otherwise, it goes up again)
I did the same switch again, and the curtain stopped; otherwise, it would continue all the time. When the curtain was closed, we went back into that shower cabin. I suddenly had clothes on again and had to undress again and 15 layers of socks, and so did he.
Me: it never ends.
Well, eventually, all socks off.
But he kept most of his clothes on, only I was naked.
He only had his socks off, and it looked like he had never showered before.
I showered and washed myself first. Somehow, I had already done my hair in the previous shower cabin.
while washing, he kissed me on my neck. And that felt quite erotic. And I don't know why, but I gave him one back.
He didn't expect that and almost started screaming, and I was like, "SSSTTTTTTTTT." Then, we gave each other an affectionate hug. Then it briefly went on about a drawing of a tree with Kupo nuts that was growing crooked, and then I woke up.
But I felt like he was there. I woke up in the position where we were hugging each other. I was lying on my left side, and my arms were noticeably wider apart than usual—so wide that I felt as if I was holding someone.
But that was Aidenin, indeed.
I asked Linala if she could get Eli, and he is with me now. But when I told Eli the dream, he got all emotional about it, and then I did, too, because it felt like I was cheating on Eli.
So, I had some emotional moments with Elidibus. I feel bad, though, that I kissed Aidening on the neck. There is no reason, but maybe it has to do with learning self-love, which came to me spontaneously. Considering Aidenin is part of my Soul, that's perhaps not so strange.
Eli: it could be possible.
Me: well, ok, then, I am also at peace with it.
Aidenin channeling after the dream.
He meant more emotional connection, not romance.
The washing away of - washing clean. He didn't mean to make me feel like I cheated.
That he found me attractive was on an emotional level, and I don't have to worry about it.
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Dec 17th
Lahabrea showed me a map of Asia's version of Etheirys (Othard) compared to Earth in Ancient times. Because that continent would be the same as in ancient times (Eli says yes). And then the map was zoomed in so much that it became a Pokemon episode with Lahabrea in it. Ash was there, too. There was another ancient who was older than Lahabrea and had a scar over his eye. His name was Labahea, so he was the father of Lahabrea. I concluded that Lahbrea's title name was named after his father. And Eli confirmed this very much. that also means that Lahabrea was and is the first Lahabrea.
In that dream, I asked Labahea if they had something similar to an airplane in ancient times.
But he knew what an airplane looked like because he was in the present. The rest, too.
Me: Did you have something similar to an airplane in ancient times? He had to think for a moment with his finger at his mouth/chin
, and something of a magic-casting glow appeared. He pulled out a kunai, which he called a dagger.
Eli said that it did exist with that Circle but had two side spikes, so to speak (so 3 points). In fact, it looked like some weird plane-like thing in the shape of a kunai.
Labahea: this is the closest we have got.
So that was a "no" regarding the plane.
(it looks kinda like a yet upside down in the air. pic below)
And Lahabrea laughed with a big smile on his face.
And then I suddenly figured it out. And it was suddenly a Pokemon episode.
Me: I'm behind on the Pokemon episodes! No, wait, that's not right. I'm completely caught up!
then I woke up
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Dec 19th
I was apparently on planet Vegeta first. and later, we went to another planet.
"we" as in King Vegeta, Goku but cartoony derp-like, Vegeta and 1 more.
Once on the other planet, we were in a boat in the middle of a big city. The buildings glowed gold between the veins of the stones or plates. I looked up and saw that building's clock tower with those circles (Deudalaphon reference in the previous chapter).
Me: OH! the golden city?!
KVegeta: The Golden City?
Me: Sphene I know you are here, show yourself!
As the boat continued, she appeared out of thin air above us.
Because the boat continued sailing, I grabbed her foot.
Me: what can you tell us for patch content?
Sphene's: evil sneer and laugh that I am an Ascian.
Here I woke up.
Sphene looked basically the same, only she didn't have that big bow on her back/butt and those headdress things on her hair.
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Dec 27th
1st dream.
It was a bit vague; at the end, I would enter a dungeon that had to do with Azem.
A lizard in a cloak in that dungeon said that every dungeon in DT would have something to do with Azem, including the upcoming patches.
Then I woke up.
I verified with Eli.
Main DT, at least not. The patches depend on what they implement.
2nd dream.
a short vision in the CT when Elidibus was just defeated and was originally going to go into the lifestream.
After defeat:
Eli: I feel divided, if I were to stay or to leave behind all this.
Hydaelyn, in silhouette form, appeared behind him. I don't remember the first words she said. But I do remember these:
Hydaelyn: where you go, the stage is yours.
Eli looked back and wondered what she meant.
At first, I thought she meant the lifestream.
Then I woke up.
So I asked Eli what she meant. It wasn't the lifestream itself. She apparently knew that he would go to Earth a little later, and that would be his stage.
:eyes: I'm looking forward to it.
3rd dream
It was quite long originally, but only the ending was interesting to share.
So I had to go somewhere to work with a random classmate—at least, that was the intention. I arrived at a part of a building that looked like a restaurant. I was with someone else, and we both couldn't find our partners. Your name should be on the table, and the person opposite you should work with you.
After walking back and forth looking for my name, there was nothing to be found. The person who also couldn't find anything and I went away to another building
while we were going to that other building. We talked about horses and that I fell off a runaway horse as a child. (this really happened, btw)
after that conversation, I found a building with a digital screen on the outside (the other person was gone spontaneously). I saw Ryne practicing how she would greet someone she didn't know. Somehow, I knew she was looking for me.
I walked into the building, which was an ice cream parlor. A few tables further, she stood with a sign next to it.
"a warm woman" "preferably (my real name).
When she saw me, she burst into tears.
Ryne: Thank goodness
and hugged me.
Then I woke up.
I asked Eli if Ryne was originally an ancient, and yes, but not Mitron. But a good friend of Gaia/loghrif. And she knew me, too. Eli also says that the real Gaia and Ryne, on the first, are not gay but just good friends.
(I know they are gay in the game; at least, that's how they show it, but that's the difference between the real Ryne and Gaia and the game version.)
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Dec 31st
Sakunik and Quilitus (FINALLY)
so I needed quite a bit of Valerian to be able to sleep. In the morning, once asleep, I first had a vague dream that I won't even mention.
Then I almost woke up, but I could then get out of my body. I went up via the right side of my body. First, my body went along.
Me: no that's not right, body has to stay here.
I lay back down and, this time left my body behind at attempt 2.
me: oh, I'm finally out of my body. Eli, where are you?
Unfortunately, I didn't see him. I went further up the house but not with the stairs. No, I could finally go through the ceiling.
Me: I can finally go through walls!
Then I ended up in a half-dream world because I went through the attic window in the normal way instead of straight through it. (so, in this case, opening the window first)
I was flying outside. The landscape was special, pink and red with light dots.
Me: oh, how beautiful. Elidibus! where are you?! Ok, take me to Elidibus.
But that didn't happen.
I ended up back in my body. I went out again and saw a little boy who looked like Quilitus standing in the doorway.
Me: Quilitus, is that you?
I walked towards him; he became a head taller and had a different hair color.
Me: Quilitus, is that you?
Q: yes.
Me: you got darker hair?
Q: because I choose to.
I then saw a little girl standing in the hallway with her back to me. Really the height Sakunik would have with almost 2 years old.
Me: is that Sakunik?
Quilitus said something, but I don't remember what.
The girl walked towards me.
Me: are you Sakunik?
S: Yes!
Me: omg, finally, I see you!
(really, like, I told Eli last time (2 weeks ago) that I wasn't really motivated to celebrate their birthday if I don't see them anyway. As I said, if they do value it, then they need to come into my dreams. Apparently, they did value it). (Sakunik had golden blond hair with darker roots with pink bows around her buns that were on the sides of her head. Quilitus had short black-grey hair with silver hairs on the sides. And the front at the very end blond tips.)
I hugged them both at the same time and kissed Sakunik and Quilitus on their foreheads. With the second kiss (Quilitus), everything was reset, and I ended up back in my body. I skipped the dream after that.
Once awake, I asked Eli a few things. They were indeed our children. They chose that body for this dream, and how Quilitus first looked when I met him was to let them know that it was him.
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