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Writer's pictureAyane Firebird

My Ascian journey Chapter 3: the dreams went on and on

Updated: Oct 25, 2022

Some of the dreams I am going to tell might have a cut-out piece part that doesn’t apply to it at all, if needed I will leave a note for it at the start.


Thus, some dreams might look very short while they were very long dreams, to begin with. Also, many dreams might not have ascian encounters in them but me being one, use/learn my ascian powers within the dreams. And a single Lahabrea encounter at a roundabout, but he was floating above me, and I hated him at that point, so ignored him.

This dream was shortly after 5.2 if I recall correctly


Training of Elidibus:

The evening before I went to bed, I was in the forest at full moon. It illuminated the whole forest. Though I was still feeling lost, that my soul originally came from a different planet, and wanted to go back home. Out of sorrow I looked at the moon, and said out of the blue “Elidibus if Emet doesn’t come to train me in my dreams, can you do it?” I had developed a crush on Emet in the past few weeks.


This was because Emet didn’t come into my dreams for a couple of weeks, only other random ascians.


That night, I dreamed that I was practicing going through void portals, under the guidance of Elidibus. The training was on the sidewalk near a roundabout. I tried a couple of times, went in, and came out in the same place. I wasn't sure if that was the intent, but it seemed so since it was just training.


After coming out of a void portal I had a thought “Emet knows I love him, that’s why he stays away. I like Elidibus too but as a friend and not to fall in love with” then I woke up. (well that changed on Nov 4th like a lot instantly, but I am not going to tell you things out of order).


Caring Elidibus:

So this was in the in-between state of awake and dreaming. I didn’t know this was a thing back then, but it’s the same state you are in during a QHHT session, also known as a past-life regression. In this state, you can see actual spirits too.


So I was shivering from the cold, I probably kicked the blankets off my body. But I was awake and dreaming at the same time, thus in that in-between state, I turned around and noticed Elidibus floating at my feet end of the bed. He teleported (or something like that) some blanket and laid it upon me. I felt myself turning warm again. Then I came out of that trance and noticed I was wrapped around in the blanket, but noticed I was very cold before, but warming up again.


Overpower:

I was in a building/room with other people. I was wearing a full ascian cloak. And Elidibus was watching from a distance. I felt a huge power of dark energy coming up and gained that purple glow around me. I liked it. I felt all-powerful, it was an addictive feeling, almost raised too much in my head but still under control. I gained a big smirk on my face and started to cast magic, what exactly I don’t remember. Then I woke up.


4 Lucid’s

These were smaller dreams that went into each other. The first 2 were that I was able to make a visible energy orb. Mostly they are invisible in my dreams. And able to walk through walls and something, with being kicked out of school because of the use of magic.


The last 2 are a continuation of each other

I was somewhere in a tiny village I didn’t wear my ascian robes for precaution, primitive people were living there, but they did understand English and were able to speak it as well. The house looked like the Middle Ages, but the people weren’t, they hardly had any clothing on, they had only skirts of reed and wooden sandals. And some had a headdress with feathers. (I didn’t notice any woman). After observing, I asked a man I was searching for my teacher in magic.


The man said they were against magic because it's evil.

I said I wasn’t evil and described the ascians for him and Elidibus because he was wearing white robes (the man found very surprising). And that he is a balancer of light and dark, he seemed to understand, and immediately I needed to follow him. Then I had my ascian robes on again. He pointed me to the area where I needed to go. We were standing at the edge of the village. And there was a long straight road. And across the road is where I needed to be.


Here there was I short interruption of the dream, but continued:

So I need to get across the road. On the other side, it was foggy. It was a huge grass field with a rectangular lake. The man asked if I had a place to stay for the night. I said I didn’t have a standard place to sleep. Then I left and went across the road. I went to a place near the corner of the lake where the energy was the highest. Out of nowhere, Loghrif ran toward me, (he was a guy here) he was happy to see me and wanted to hug me. So we did. He had lots of blond hair, styled backward, and looked like a failed Johnny bravo haircut or something. After the hug, I turned right and a couple of other ascians were appearing and were also happy to see me. Then I noticed Igeyorhm and Emet, I left the rest surrounding me and went straight to Emet kissing him.


All of us went to sleep somewhere on wooden benches.

Then we were spontaneously awakened by an alarming voice, “the key to the water reservoir is stolen!” we all ran towards that place. I noticed (while running) I was holding a key and hoped it was the correct one. When I finally arrived, I tried the key, but it became clear it wasn’t the correct one.

I said to the one who woke us, ”if I had my black magic training I could have helped”. We continued searching on foot, often also running.


Then I said it again later. And he put up some deal. I wasn’t happy with it but accepted it. Then I woke up.


Next dream, I was slightly mind-blown when I re-read it to write it down digitally. I predicted (sort of) the white Amaurot robes on Elidibus, this was way before 5.3, I think this dream was at the start of March somewhere. There was no hint he would wear white Amaurot robes, to begin with. Not even in fan art at that time, or at least I didn’t notice it… Yet some people claimed they knew because he always wears white 0-O. There was no indication he would wear also white Amaurot robes in-game, not until 5.3.


It was dark outside, I was at a Harbor. I was wearing black Amaurotine robes this time.

I was walking around and came across some market stalls, I was looking for stuff I could re-sell for more. Eventually, I didn’t buy anything. So I went to the docks of the tiny harbor. I felt an energy field or source above the water and decided to try to open a void portal. I saw a person with white Amaurotine robes who looked like Elidibus. At that time I wasn’t sure if it was him, but I called him Elidibus anyway. I asked him if he could help me to open that void portal. And so he did. The portal became more visible and bigger, but then I woke up.


Weather control powers:

I skip the beginning and the end of it

I was with a couple of friends, and we were outside, and I saw very dark clouds in the air, I was not in the mood for rain because the sun was shining so nicely. So I bent the clouds while singing my version of Let it go: ”let it go, let it go, we don't want any rain today. Let it go, let it goooo, please go awayyyy” and some other text which I have forgotten.


While singing, I sent the clouds away from us. A few seconds later they returned. I sent them away again but this time farther away and with the song lol. But then the clouds became pitch black and formed a Tornado. The Tornado had its own will it seemed because it was aimed at me. Luckily it wasn’t a very wide tornado, so when it came at me, I stood still and charged my ki powers. I was making an energy ball to destroy the tornado. The tornado went straight through me and I gained a lot of powerful energy from it. I used that energy to make a bigger energy ball. The tornado turned but went around me this time. I finished my energy ball. I went to the middle of the tornado and shot the ball up for like 100 meters into the air into the tornado. The energy ball shot out of the tornado and the Tornado was destroyed. The people that were watching were very happy.

Some dream that I was pregnant with Emet, and Elidibus wasn’t happy with it, he didn’t say why. A lot happened in between which isn’t necessary to mention. The end of it:

At some pole on a building, I saw a projection of Emet’s face in Amaurot robes and his hand halfway in front of his face to show his glyph then I woke up.

(I guess you could say Elidibus had more interest in me than he showed at first)


Incorrect statements:

The dream was going already for a while but I couldn’t remember the start of it.

I was in a room with other people and someone was standing and calling out statements. I agreed with everything until the last one. Emet= Bilderberg.

Me: no

At Emet, I saw a typical “!” above his head like in an anime series.

Me: “no, no I am out of here”. I waved my right hand and walked out through the door. “This is going too far”.

Emet stood up and came after me and said “honey!”. I sat down on a wooden chair with a wooden table. Then he walked toward me and hugged me. He was very grateful for standing up for him like that. Then I woke up.


To spare myself the nightmare writing down here, I needed to fight evil spirits until my powers were drained and couldn’t fight anymore. It ended with Emet-selch saving me from it. When I called for him to save me then I woke up. Oh yes, it was a full moon outside. At this time I was reading Dolores Cannon's books. People think it’s a fantasy novel. Yeah, right. Nope, it isn’t. Dolores cannon invented a technique to get people thus far into a trance they could see their past lives. She recorded the sessions and published them in her books. She was a dedicated mystery lore hunter so to say. Most of the old souls here on earth are from other planets and galaxies. And came here to learn life lessons. Since Earth is a learning school for souls.

I asked some question to my Higher self later that day about Emet. If it was a spirit pretending to be him: nope. And he lives on a distant planet (I wasn’t thinking of the Source, yet that came later) but can come into people's dreams.

I even asked for an In-game prediction for 5.3 and beyond.

In 5.3 in a small scene, he would appear at the end. Well, that came true since locking up Eli is technically the end.

5.4 a small scene at the end that didn’t come true, but he is mentioned again by y’shtola to Fandaniel.

5.5 would show his face/coming back (didn't happen BUT he was voiced in the Endwalker trailer in 2021!)

6.0 reformed Emet returns and will join us.

This came true pretty much (in a different order), though joining us was only in Elpis. He was also the narrator, and he was watching us!

Questions that are about the future can still be bent toward other outcomes. So I am not surprised if the rest won't come true. Yet the 5.3 was conclusive and did happen. (the conclusion of the 6.0 predication was added later) I asked my higher self to visit Emet in a dream on the planet he was atm. And so that dream happened. (this was till way before 5.3)


April 4th, 2020

Well, it wasn’t the Source, but I couldn’t find Emet, though according to other people, he was there. The sky was purple and dark pink mixed into each other. I went towards a mountain with a path on the side and flew towards the top. On the top of the mountain, It was dark, and dark clouds covered the sky. I saw a woman dressed in black. She looked like Gaia but as an adult (what, Loghrif much?) but she wasn’t the oracle of darkness/Gaia. This came to the subject after asking where Emet was. Later I found myself at the bottom of the mountain again. I was being attacked by something. I fought it off with energy attacks. Then I gained a message I needed to come to the training from Emet. I tried to find him by asking people where he was. They had all weird unnatural hairstyles XD. After a while, finally, someone pointed me out to go to the top of the mountain again. So I did. I believe I saw him for a sec but changed his appearance thus quickly that I wasn’t sure anymore if it was him or not. Then suddenly I was inside a house up on the mountain. Where I saw the possible Emet. I asked if he was Emet. He said no.

Me: but where is he then?

He pointed downwards farther away from the mountain. (I believe this was still Emet but he was fooling me). Then I found myself at the foot of the mountain again. I looked around strangely shaped buildings all around me, they looked like block boxes with slopes at the sides. I was in somewhat of a courtyard. Then I saw Elidibus coming down of 1 of those slopes.

Me: Elidibus is here.

He shape-shifted into something that looked like a shiny ditto Poipole (Pokémon) form. (I don’t know why ok) and flew past me. I stretched my hand out and said: “Wait!” but he didn’t. So I chased him through all the weird passageways while flying. When he returned to his normal shape (in ascian robes) he went through 2 ginormous squares that were in between the buildings.

Me: Brother wait!

After passing by the second square I was at the end of the building complex. I saw Elidibus just going around the corner to the right.

A ginormous truck blocked my way for a second, but I pushed it away like it was nothing more than a bench 0-o. then I chased Elidibus again. I saw him turning around the corner again. But when I turn the same corner he wasn’t there anymore, some other things I saw, and then woke up.


April 5th, 2020 Some chaotic dream about Elidibus being in Ardberts body. I needed to do stuff I can't remember what sadly.


April 6th, 2020

Skipping a lot from the beginning here, it was a dream I had under control. The area where this happened was in the neighborhood I grew up in.

I was challenged by some random people to battle. They had a dragon or well they said they had one.


I tried to summon Estinien, but it turned out to be a robot-like one with a futuristic sword of 30 meters (ca. 100ft) when the robotinien didn’t succeed to hit properly because the sword was too big. I tried again.

Me: Estinien! And this time the real one, please!

Something came from above it was Estinien in his old HW armor. But when landed on the floor it changed to someone in a black hood and walked away. Robotinien went haywire.

Me: fine then…. Owwww Nidhogg!!!!!

I was standing on a slope next to a flat building, it’s the roof of a tiny shack with a slope as a roof. And 1 small flat surface to sit or stand upon. The actual Nidhogg appeared and destroyed the robot and absorbed the energy coming from it. Nidhogg changed into a golden color and went/flew away without trouble.

Then something random happened and after I woke up. No ascians but I used summoning powers.


Just let me write my thing. A lot of dreams will be coming again in the next chapter, actual paranormal shizzle is after 5.3.



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